haha tajuk sungguh tak boleh blah kan? ;p
tapi tulah..this two days,asik terigtkn kwn2 jer. kwn2 yg salu jumpe tu idok ler,tapi lately mcm ter-rindu pulak dekat kawan2 yang dah tak macam kawan lagi dah tu.hee.pedih sungguh ayat itu.NGAHAHA.
kawan yg sorg tu,rasenye da bpe kali da buat post psl dia.a letter to my friend,pastu tah ape tah lagi...seriously,seriously aku rindu gile kat dia...lepas dia takde,rase mcm da takde lgi kwn yg btol2 rapat ngn aku mcm aku rpt ngn dia...he really knows me..haih taktau nk ckp ape lagi selain,WEYY AKU RINDU KO..gilebabi punye rindu boleh takkk..wpon ko annoying at times,tapi,takpe...aku rindu nk silat dgn kau...rindu nak sepak2 kaki kau sebab kau takkan kisah punye...rindu nk sruh ko demo kt aku smpai aku lebam2..HAHA..oke shit aku dah rindu gile..nak nangis hwaaaaaaaaaaaa T_T
pastu lately ni aku trigt kt sorg kwn ni...not a bestfriend la,but once a friend...no names will be revealed,and kalo nk buat assumption sndri sila lah..tapi btol ke tak aku je yg tau,kn kn..heee...the mind keep rewinding on how we first met..n,how nice he is at dat time...mmg baiklah..n tak sangke dalam sehari tu kitorg knal tibe2 jadi rapat sangat2..memang geng la kn...bru knal sehari,mcm dah lama gile je knal..hahah! omg,im so missing those days...after dat pon,the friendship goes on well..org ckp mmg slalu ape2 mmg ktorg mntk tlg dia,n klo boring2 mmg akn borak2 dgn dia...best la..but then,smthing happened..a tragedy,yg aku rasa mcm sgt bodoh gile..smua sbb cakap2 org..haih..n starting from dat,we started to far apart...n to be honest,bnda yg plg buat aku mrh smpai skang bile,aku mintk tlg dia htr one of my friend pergi klinik,coz she nearly got an asthma attack..n ktorg mcm still new kt cni n klo bleh nk senior yg terer arab mcm dia to handle those arab yg bodow dekat klinik tu..oke la,fine la..mmg rumah dia a bit jauh from ours..but still,situation was almost emergency jugak la kn,takkan la tak boleh tlg...dia bagi alasan rumah dia jauh utk tlg hantarkan gi klinik tu...ye,aku ulang lgi skali,mmg rumah dia jauh,tapi klo dah lepas tu ade org bgtau nmpk dia pegi main snooker bagai,uihh tak jauh plak tmpt snooker tu kan? dekat situ je,aku da rase len mcm...he's avoiding...n smpai skang,trus ktorg tak bertegor..LANGSUNG...sedih sbb,aku rindu dia sbnrnye...wpon bru knl,he's the kind of person yg buat aku selesa utk ckp pasal ape2 jer..but things are different now kan? T_T
n for the clinic thingy,i do think dat he has another reason y dia tanak hantar kitorg.and he is just making excuses sume..wpon he did offer to help calling his friend to accompany us,bgi aku time tu,dah tak bermakne dah weh.huhu.inilah aku cakap,ego sgt pon tak bagus tau tak.boleh memecahbelahkan umat.HAHA.
boleh tak nak rindu dua manusia tu dengan teramat sangat sekarang ni??? sebab kan,if both of them are still with me right now,i bet my life wouldn't be as suck as it is now...n even if both of them didn't even miss me pon,i'd still missed them...wpon aku ignore ko gile2,deep down inside i actually care abt you..sebab aku bukan jnis sng2 je nak lupe kwn.EXCEPTION utk bekas kekasih aku yg sorg tu,yg kurang hajar tu..sbb dia kurang ajar sgt...sebab dah buat aku syg dia gile2 lepas tu buat aku mcm ni..HAIH..aku tak blh la igt psl dia,nti aku jadi mrh secare otometik.HAHA..
so for the summary (eceh da mcm student presentation da nih ha hahahaha) hargailah kawan2 anda.n btw skang ni aku ade sorg kwn yg aku mcm dah TERsuke tapi dia plak dah ade gf n aku rase mcm dah tanak kwn je dia dah sbb aku punye TERsuke tu dah lebih dari TER yg mnyebabkan dalam kpale otak ni akan brlegar2 lirik lagu lady gaga bad romance part "i want your love, i don't wanna be friends" tuh sebab mcm ouh memahami btol! haha.tapi aku suke kwn ngn dia..cuma aku rasa mcm tak boleh..aku takut aku TER mengganggu rumah tangge dia.eceh.rumah tangge abes.choooyyyy!!! hahaha.oke dah mrepek ni.dah nak pukul 2 pagi and esk klas 8.30..menarik kaaannnnn :D:D:D
sory la post panjang gile..penuh perasaan la katekan.
p/s: tenkiu salman sebab bagi cite AADC....ko dah mngubati luka lara aku...tapi tak puas nangis la,nk nangis lagi.haha. ;p
can't accept me at my worse? u don't deserve me at my very best.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
urghh
rasa seperti mahu grab a snickers sahaja..stress2 macam ni mmg best makan coklat.haih..knape la aku gemok smpai perlu berdiet dan perlu pk dua tiga kali utk beli one bar of chocolate untuk mengelakkan rasa bersalah berpanjangan yg akan dtg selepas beli dan makan choc tersebut sbb mmg impossible utk makan dan tidak rasa bersalah bila berat dah mlampau-lampau naik dan mcm susah gile mahu turun. -_-" banyak tak aku cakap? HAHA.
tau tak,dua hari aku takde kelas.aku duduk rumah.aku STUDY..bukan nk bangge la kan,tapi ade benda nak cite ni.study dah pulun,smpai kebas-kebas bontot dah duduk..tadi,tusyen dgn DR. O.B dia tanye2 soalan.mcm biaselah dia mmg ske tnye2 kan..lepas tu kan..aku bukan tak boleh jawab tau.cume,mcm tergagap n terkesima n terblur skejap dgn soalan2 dia,lpas tu,dia cakap " YOU NOT STUDY "...okey,forgive his english la kn,but the point is cara aku jwb tu maknenye macam org yg TAK study.padahal aku da study dua hari weh,TWO whole days..sekarang boleh faham tak perasaan aku mcmane?
siape cakap kanak-kanak dyslexia ni suma ade intelligence beyond average? aku tak pon.yes,i was a dyslexic child.malangnye,smpai skarang aku masih lembab lagi..kiri kanan pon aku kdg2 fail smpai abg aku mrh sbb kadang-kadang 'ter'bagi direction salah time dia driving.NGAHAHA..! kenapa aku tak ade pon inteligence beyond average ni? knp aku takde pon kelebihan mcm dorg? tak boleh pon melukis dengan cantik mcm Leonardo Da Vinci atau menjadi sebijak Albert Einstein?????!! kenapa kenapa....LEIHHH???? T_T
papepon,aku bersyukur manchester program takde oral test.aku mmg jenis gagap sket kalo kene tanye.bnda tau pon boleh jadi taktau.HAIH.
and sekarang ape yg buat aku lagi down ialah,aku terasa sangat,erm,_____ dpan kwn2 aku.stress tau tak.i know that they never judged me,but the thing is aku sndri rase mcm aku tak sepantas dorg n bnda tu buat aku stress..aku stress sebab pncapaian aku tak sehebat diorg walaupon effort tu dah bnyk..ya Allah,besarnya ujianMu..........
i may look very happy,but deep inside,no one knows...tapi betol,aku tgh down sebenarnye..sebab....adelah....aku tak patut pon rase down psl ni,tapi,tulah..da ter bwk2 plak la perasaan down tuh....konflik jiwa.haih. -_-"
tgk..da bpe kali mengeluh ni..haih lagi...mumkin PMS....mumkin.................
p/s: Ada Apa Dengan Cinta.plis plis plis i need u as a remedy! ;p
tau tak,dua hari aku takde kelas.aku duduk rumah.aku STUDY..bukan nk bangge la kan,tapi ade benda nak cite ni.study dah pulun,smpai kebas-kebas bontot dah duduk..tadi,tusyen dgn DR. O.B dia tanye2 soalan.mcm biaselah dia mmg ske tnye2 kan..lepas tu kan..aku bukan tak boleh jawab tau.cume,mcm tergagap n terkesima n terblur skejap dgn soalan2 dia,lpas tu,dia cakap " YOU NOT STUDY "...okey,forgive his english la kn,but the point is cara aku jwb tu maknenye macam org yg TAK study.padahal aku da study dua hari weh,TWO whole days..sekarang boleh faham tak perasaan aku mcmane?
siape cakap kanak-kanak dyslexia ni suma ade intelligence beyond average? aku tak pon.yes,i was a dyslexic child.malangnye,smpai skarang aku masih lembab lagi..kiri kanan pon aku kdg2 fail smpai abg aku mrh sbb kadang-kadang 'ter'bagi direction salah time dia driving.NGAHAHA..! kenapa aku tak ade pon inteligence beyond average ni? knp aku takde pon kelebihan mcm dorg? tak boleh pon melukis dengan cantik mcm Leonardo Da Vinci atau menjadi sebijak Albert Einstein?????!! kenapa kenapa....LEIHHH???? T_T
papepon,aku bersyukur manchester program takde oral test.aku mmg jenis gagap sket kalo kene tanye.bnda tau pon boleh jadi taktau.HAIH.
and sekarang ape yg buat aku lagi down ialah,aku terasa sangat,erm,_____ dpan kwn2 aku.stress tau tak.i know that they never judged me,but the thing is aku sndri rase mcm aku tak sepantas dorg n bnda tu buat aku stress..aku stress sebab pncapaian aku tak sehebat diorg walaupon effort tu dah bnyk..ya Allah,besarnya ujianMu..........
i may look very happy,but deep inside,no one knows...tapi betol,aku tgh down sebenarnye..sebab....adelah....aku tak patut pon rase down psl ni,tapi,tulah..da ter bwk2 plak la perasaan down tuh....konflik jiwa.haih. -_-"
tgk..da bpe kali mengeluh ni..haih lagi...mumkin PMS....mumkin.................
p/s: Ada Apa Dengan Cinta.plis plis plis i need u as a remedy! ;p
Thursday, March 25, 2010
mpov
klo dlm cerita yg psychopath2 tu kan,salu minah/mamat psycho tu akn buat ape2 jer so dat kwn2 n family dia akn mcm sdeyh supaye diorang ni akn pegi kt minah/mamat ni...sebab bila diorg sedih,baru la nk cari si psycho tu..time tgh happy,kesian si psycho kne tinggal sorang2..mane la tak gile minah/mamat tu ye dok? tapi utk ape dia buat smua tu? sbb dia nak attention jer...nmpk sgt la kwn2 dia or family dia sndri tak bagi perhatian yg ckop dkt dia smpaikan dia tpakse buat mcm tu utk smua tu.
mungkin semua tu takkan terjadi kalau semua orang lebih prihatin dan lebih berperasaan.consider other people's feeling rather than just being selfish yourself.
ego lebih2 ni tak bagus jugak tau tak.diam-diam je ko bleh buat orang sakit hati.
p/s: negative vibes are surrounding me.kalau tak marah....sedih....haih. T_T
mungkin semua tu takkan terjadi kalau semua orang lebih prihatin dan lebih berperasaan.consider other people's feeling rather than just being selfish yourself.
ego lebih2 ni tak bagus jugak tau tak.diam-diam je ko bleh buat orang sakit hati.
p/s: negative vibes are surrounding me.kalau tak marah....sedih....haih. T_T
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
sometimes,a smile could heal
having a strong instinct over something is a gift.it kinda prepares me for the worse in a way...
my instinct on someone else is always right.
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my instinct on someone else is always right.
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Hanson I Will Come To You Lyrics
When you have no light to guide you
And no one to walk to walk beside you
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
Sometimes when all your dreams may have seen better days
And you don't know how or why, but you've lost your way
Have no fear when your tears are fallin'
I will hear your spirit callin'
And I swear I'll be there come what may
When you have no light to guide you
And no one to walk beside you
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
I will come to you
'Cause even if we can't be together
We'll be friends now and forever
And I swear that I'll be there come what may
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
We all need somebody we can turn to
Someone who'll always understand
So if you feel that your soul is dyin'
And you need the strength to keep tryin'
I'll reach out and take your hand
I'll reach out and take your hand
Oh I will come to you
When you have no light to guide you
And no one to walk to walk beside you
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
I will come to you,
Oh I will come to you
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p/s: awak,bunga awak dah layu sekuntum...tapi yang lain elok je lagi...mungkin petanda kot.huhu.
senyum sahaja. :)
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
i got a feeling
i just slept 2 hours last nite,i think its less than 2 hours..pbl punye psl..supposedly the pbl was on tuesday tpi our doctor got smthing else on that day so we did it today..friday dgn dinner nye lagi..sabtu da rase tak sehat semua...memang best la kan tido 2 jam jer..and so,after maghrib i slept and now its midnite and i just woke up...aaaaahhh HEAVEN! :D
i have 14 days before mid sem exam,and based on my experience last semester,its goin to b tough.i wanna be one of them too,u know,the one who gets the good results..the one that can confidently say to one another that they're going to compete on the exam...u know, "THE" group..the clever one,the top 5 one,the mumtaz one,the jaid jiddan one..i wanna be like them too.......it hurts to realize dat people never really go to u n said " weh gud luck,mumtaz same2 okeh? insyaAllah! " or like, " heeyyyy ko msti mumtaz LAGI ennn...aku nk beat ko laaaa... " huhu..beshnyerrrrrrrrrrrrr... T_T and wat hurts me most is dat most of the people whom i care about are one of "THE" group too.n im like left out and eventhough there's no judgement made on me,still,i JUDGE myself.and i hate my situation right now.
GOD i hate this low self-esteem thingy. T_T
i know,instead of whinning and blaming myself,i should be pushing myself harder,study hard,strive for the best and all....yes,im trying..but with this wafideen thingy on my mind,its hard to stay focus...ouh,news..if the wafideen sent a letter to the university saying that the 7 0f us who had the problem is not qualified for the university,we COULD NOT sit for the mid term exam and SHOULD be send home like,IMMEDIATELY.boleh tak? i dunno when my spm result is going to be send..those agents buat keje tanak lembab plak! -_-" stressss tau taaakkkk.....
da la nak off.kejelesan membuak2 setiap kali online.haha..
p/s: super headache sudah menyerang..! mane taknye,tido dah tak betol kan.huk3.
p/s/s: saying i love you is much easier said to a person who i don't have feelings like i have towards you...I'm afraid of losing you.
i have 14 days before mid sem exam,and based on my experience last semester,its goin to b tough.i wanna be one of them too,u know,the one who gets the good results..the one that can confidently say to one another that they're going to compete on the exam...u know, "THE" group..the clever one,the top 5 one,the mumtaz one,the jaid jiddan one..i wanna be like them too.......it hurts to realize dat people never really go to u n said " weh gud luck,mumtaz same2 okeh? insyaAllah! " or like, " heeyyyy ko msti mumtaz LAGI ennn...aku nk beat ko laaaa... " huhu..beshnyerrrrrrrrrrrrr... T_T and wat hurts me most is dat most of the people whom i care about are one of "THE" group too.n im like left out and eventhough there's no judgement made on me,still,i JUDGE myself.and i hate my situation right now.
GOD i hate this low self-esteem thingy. T_T
i know,instead of whinning and blaming myself,i should be pushing myself harder,study hard,strive for the best and all....yes,im trying..but with this wafideen thingy on my mind,its hard to stay focus...ouh,news..if the wafideen sent a letter to the university saying that the 7 0f us who had the problem is not qualified for the university,we COULD NOT sit for the mid term exam and SHOULD be send home like,IMMEDIATELY.boleh tak? i dunno when my spm result is going to be send..those agents buat keje tanak lembab plak! -_-" stressss tau taaakkkk.....
da la nak off.kejelesan membuak2 setiap kali online.haha..
p/s: super headache sudah menyerang..! mane taknye,tido dah tak betol kan.huk3.
p/s/s: saying i love you is much easier said to a person who i don't have feelings like i have towards you...I'm afraid of losing you.
p/s/s/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEELY!!!!!!! :D:D:D
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Left signal at a right turn
just got back from annual dinner GMMSC..and currently transferring pictures from the memory card to the laptop n sangat lembab okeh -_-" while listening to Kerispatih....sungguh rasa seperti mahu bernyanyi-nyanyian dengan bising skarang ni but its almost 3.30 in the morning,so yeah..sungguh tidak patut..haha... ;p
the annual dinner was okay I guess..the hall was quite small,but the deco was pretty cool :D:D…and with the corsage and all,rase mcm sungguh prom night! Tapi prom night yg kene asing-asing meja lelaki dan perempuan.HAHA! tapi okeyy laaaa...not bad at all...tak sbr nk tggu thn depan tu pon klo tahun depan aku ade lagi kat sini...ngeeee....ouh n btw songs for mum tu sgt buat saye mahu mnanges ok..time 1st time dgr kt fb pon da mcm nk nangis..huhuhu...
papepon,i am so glad the dinnes is over...TAKNAK PERGI TIR'AH DAH AT LEAST DUA MINGGU! hanya sampai area barakah je sanggup..lebeyh pade tu tanaaakkkkk.....huhu...penat dan muak tgk baju2 pengantin neh!!! ;p ;p
p/s: the reason for the clingy-ness and ‘everything-i-do-i-wanna-do-it-with-you’ attitude is because I want to spend all the time I have here with you bcoz im afraid dat I am going to be send back home to Malaysia soon…hope u’ll understand.
the annual dinner was okay I guess..the hall was quite small,but the deco was pretty cool :D:D…and with the corsage and all,rase mcm sungguh prom night! Tapi prom night yg kene asing-asing meja lelaki dan perempuan.HAHA! tapi okeyy laaaa...not bad at all...tak sbr nk tggu thn depan tu pon klo tahun depan aku ade lagi kat sini...ngeeee....ouh n btw songs for mum tu sgt buat saye mahu mnanges ok..time 1st time dgr kt fb pon da mcm nk nangis..huhuhu...
papepon,i am so glad the dinnes is over...TAKNAK PERGI TIR'AH DAH AT LEAST DUA MINGGU! hanya sampai area barakah je sanggup..lebeyh pade tu tanaaakkkkk.....huhu...penat dan muak tgk baju2 pengantin neh!!! ;p ;p
p/s: the reason for the clingy-ness and ‘everything-i-do-i-wanna-do-it-with-you’ attitude is because I want to spend all the time I have here with you bcoz im afraid dat I am going to be send back home to Malaysia soon…hope u’ll understand.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
transparency
i don't know if its a good thing or a bad one,but i like to be honest..i like to express my feelings..i would like for people to know how i feel about them.forgive me if my transparency is making any of u guys uncomfortable,its just the way i am...happiness is smthing to shareabout with everyone right...so why not just tell people the truth? ;)
but yah my sadness is smthing i wud like to keep it to myself bcoz i just hate crying in front of people.huhu..
ouh n please,im not flirty...i just love to sweet talks with certain groups of people in which they know dat im just saying it for the sake of joking around,no serious matter..hee..
p/s: mansoura is getting colder right now,i wonder why...it is supposed to be spring,y so cold meh? -_-"
p/s/s: i miss my frens back in Malaysia.dah bape hari internet mush-kuwais @ not okay...ini pon pkai laptop org n broadband org waktu org tu tgh tido and lampu bilik dah tutup.wah romantik gituuuu ;p
p/s/s/s: GMMSC annual dinner is this friday.can i just,NOT wear the dress??? so not me n so glamour n memalukan...im doing this only for the sake of tira's birthday..haih..sayang mmbe pnye pasal.....huhuhu...
but yah my sadness is smthing i wud like to keep it to myself bcoz i just hate crying in front of people.huhu..
ouh n please,im not flirty...i just love to sweet talks with certain groups of people in which they know dat im just saying it for the sake of joking around,no serious matter..hee..
p/s: mansoura is getting colder right now,i wonder why...it is supposed to be spring,y so cold meh? -_-"
p/s/s: i miss my frens back in Malaysia.dah bape hari internet mush-kuwais @ not okay...ini pon pkai laptop org n broadband org waktu org tu tgh tido and lampu bilik dah tutup.wah romantik gituuuu ;p
p/s/s/s: GMMSC annual dinner is this friday.can i just,NOT wear the dress??? so not me n so glamour n memalukan...im doing this only for the sake of tira's birthday..haih..sayang mmbe pnye pasal.....huhuhu...
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
bila-bila sahaja lalala
bila aku da start jealous dengan semua orang yang dia rapat tu,apa tandanya?
bila apa yang aku pakai aku rasa macam tak kena,bila melawa terasa macam melebih, bila tak lawa rasa lain macam, apa tandanya?
bila aku takut nak dekatkan diri dengan dia,apa tandanya?
bila semua benda berkaitan aku,aku kaitkan dengan dia,apa tandanya?
bila aku rasa aku tak cukup baik untuk dia, tak cukup pandai untuk dia, apa tandanya?
bila sehari tak ym dengan dia aku jadi tak tentu arah, apa tandanya?
bila tiada apa yang lebih menggembirakan daripada senyuman dia, apa tandanya?
jatuh cinta lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ;p ;p
p/s: belom pernah lagi merasa menjadi yang terbaik untuk apa-apa pon..sungguh pathethic cik paz ni -_-"
bila apa yang aku pakai aku rasa macam tak kena,bila melawa terasa macam melebih, bila tak lawa rasa lain macam, apa tandanya?
bila aku takut nak dekatkan diri dengan dia,apa tandanya?
bila semua benda berkaitan aku,aku kaitkan dengan dia,apa tandanya?
bila aku rasa aku tak cukup baik untuk dia, tak cukup pandai untuk dia, apa tandanya?
bila sehari tak ym dengan dia aku jadi tak tentu arah, apa tandanya?
bila tiada apa yang lebih menggembirakan daripada senyuman dia, apa tandanya?
jatuh cinta lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ;p ;p
p/s: belom pernah lagi merasa menjadi yang terbaik untuk apa-apa pon..sungguh pathethic cik paz ni -_-"
Friday, March 12, 2010
follow up
okay.in case some of u are wondering what's with those emo shits post yesterday,let me explain...but let me tell u,if u guys were in my shoes right now,u'd be as pissed off as i am right now.
as we all know,im in egypt right now,studying medicine..a few friends of mine and i applied to the university using our diploma results,unlike most of my friends who used their SPMs..why? bcoz my SPM sucks and the agent who sents me here says its okay to do so..i've also finished answering my 1st semester examination and do OKAY on it..but then,somehow,at first i can't check my results...and the university told me that i had a problem with the wafideen..
wafideen is like malaysia's kementerian pengajian tinggi or smthg2 like that la..
so,i checked it with the agents..and one day,they called me and the othe 6 people who had about the same problem as i am..what's the problem? they don't accept ANY other qualifications other than SPM..tak kisah la tinggi mana kau belajar,dia nak SPM SAHAJA okeeyyhhh....im like...what the fish menn...okey lagi tu,pastu,the agent asked us to send our spm result dat needed to be translated ( from malay to arabic )to the embassy in cairo OURSELVES...suh kitorg bagi sndri...hrm...i told them yang,tak boleh ke sruh our parents from malaysia yg bagi dekat agent dorg kt malaysia and send it here to me? dia cakap "oh tak boleh,lambat result dia nanti...awak pegi sendri... "
OKAY.
dah la the embassy will uruskan this kind of matter on wednesday and monday ONLY..so,we hav to skipped lectures -_-"
yesterday,we went to cairo as early as 8..plus the traffic and our bus BROKE DOWN in the middle of the road,we reached the embassy at around 11...the agent who went together with us,left us at the embassy with someone else who doesn't really know what our problem is..and,misscommunication occurs and we have to do the process twice..i don't want to elaborate on that,but lets just say that our purpose of going there is just CANNOT BE DONE..the spm results cannot be translated at the embassy on Cairo but hav to be done in Malaysia.. F***! awal2 lagi dah tanye boleh ke tak sruh parents buat kt malaysia....tak boleh la sgt kan? pppffffttttttttttt....!!!!!!!!
and for that,i've wasted many hours in Cairo,and skipped lectures and wasting my time and energy....ugghhhh....!!! gile pissed off kotttt!!! dah la solutions dia pon macam tak ade lagi kan..makna nye the trip was just a waste!
and because i kinda did not great on my spm,my results might not reach the sufficient criteria n i needed to go back HOME..as much as i wud love to go home right now,but NOT to neglect/left my medicine studies just like that..it would be a great loss for me,and a big dissapointment...lain la kalo aku ada byk duit n mampu nk further medic in malaysia,which was impossible sbb its VERY expensive and my dad was a pentioner and i don't have mum anymore.jadi KORANG BOLEH FAHAM TAK? try imagine it and put urself in my shoes.
so skarang ni,tgh tggu the agent translate my results in malaysia,and send it here in egypt,and wait for the wafideen to either make me stay here or send me back home.
EH...TAK! ade satu option kalo taknak kena hantar balik KALAU result spm tak diterima...ape?? OUH senang jer...RETAKE 8 subjects of spm..! haha! OUH SENANGNYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE T_T
now all of u know what my prob is,please don't stop me near the hallway or at the stairs or post on my wall of FB to say ANYTHING about this.i don't wanna discuss this,AT ALL..so please...thanx..
huh emosi gile.hahaha.mane taknye,they're sending me home when i finally find some peace in egypt..bile gosip2 tidak enak sudah reda,bile i've found things dat cud make me happy here...when i've found the strength to keep on on the medicine field...haih.dugaan ya Allah....
maka,suma sudah jelas kan? well..just pray for the best right now,hoping that everything would be fine,insyaAllah....
as we all know,im in egypt right now,studying medicine..a few friends of mine and i applied to the university using our diploma results,unlike most of my friends who used their SPMs..why? bcoz my SPM sucks and the agent who sents me here says its okay to do so..i've also finished answering my 1st semester examination and do OKAY on it..but then,somehow,at first i can't check my results...and the university told me that i had a problem with the wafideen..
wafideen is like malaysia's kementerian pengajian tinggi or smthg2 like that la..
so,i checked it with the agents..and one day,they called me and the othe 6 people who had about the same problem as i am..what's the problem? they don't accept ANY other qualifications other than SPM..tak kisah la tinggi mana kau belajar,dia nak SPM SAHAJA okeeyyhhh....im like...what the fish menn...okey lagi tu,pastu,the agent asked us to send our spm result dat needed to be translated ( from malay to arabic )to the embassy in cairo OURSELVES...suh kitorg bagi sndri...hrm...i told them yang,tak boleh ke sruh our parents from malaysia yg bagi dekat agent dorg kt malaysia and send it here to me? dia cakap "oh tak boleh,lambat result dia nanti...awak pegi sendri... "
OKAY.
dah la the embassy will uruskan this kind of matter on wednesday and monday ONLY..so,we hav to skipped lectures -_-"
yesterday,we went to cairo as early as 8..plus the traffic and our bus BROKE DOWN in the middle of the road,we reached the embassy at around 11...the agent who went together with us,left us at the embassy with someone else who doesn't really know what our problem is..and,misscommunication occurs and we have to do the process twice..i don't want to elaborate on that,but lets just say that our purpose of going there is just CANNOT BE DONE..the spm results cannot be translated at the embassy on Cairo but hav to be done in Malaysia.. F***! awal2 lagi dah tanye boleh ke tak sruh parents buat kt malaysia....tak boleh la sgt kan? pppffffttttttttttt....!!!!!!!!
and for that,i've wasted many hours in Cairo,and skipped lectures and wasting my time and energy....ugghhhh....!!! gile pissed off kotttt!!! dah la solutions dia pon macam tak ade lagi kan..makna nye the trip was just a waste!
and because i kinda did not great on my spm,my results might not reach the sufficient criteria n i needed to go back HOME..as much as i wud love to go home right now,but NOT to neglect/left my medicine studies just like that..it would be a great loss for me,and a big dissapointment...lain la kalo aku ada byk duit n mampu nk further medic in malaysia,which was impossible sbb its VERY expensive and my dad was a pentioner and i don't have mum anymore.jadi KORANG BOLEH FAHAM TAK? try imagine it and put urself in my shoes.
so skarang ni,tgh tggu the agent translate my results in malaysia,and send it here in egypt,and wait for the wafideen to either make me stay here or send me back home.
EH...TAK! ade satu option kalo taknak kena hantar balik KALAU result spm tak diterima...ape?? OUH senang jer...RETAKE 8 subjects of spm..! haha! OUH SENANGNYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE T_T
now all of u know what my prob is,please don't stop me near the hallway or at the stairs or post on my wall of FB to say ANYTHING about this.i don't wanna discuss this,AT ALL..so please...thanx..
huh emosi gile.hahaha.mane taknye,they're sending me home when i finally find some peace in egypt..bile gosip2 tidak enak sudah reda,bile i've found things dat cud make me happy here...when i've found the strength to keep on on the medicine field...haih.dugaan ya Allah....
maka,suma sudah jelas kan? well..just pray for the best right now,hoping that everything would be fine,insyaAllah....
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
i hate this
just when u think everything is going to be fine,shits happen..
mungkin lebih mudah kalau aku jadi org yang tak berperasaan dan tidak ambil peduli sahaja.
it freaks me out okeh.seriously..readers,pray for the best for me,please. T_T
mungkin lebih mudah kalau aku jadi org yang tak berperasaan dan tidak ambil peduli sahaja.
it freaks me out okeh.seriously..readers,pray for the best for me,please. T_T
Friday, March 5, 2010
can't take my eyes off of you
ouh,sedikit freak out melihat objectives2 yg tersedia,coz mcm SUSAH GILE.haish..tapi takpe,kene berusaha jugak kn?
news people.aku memang kuat jealous.kalau aku suke org tu,memang aku jeles tgk dia dgn org lain..lagi2 kalau aku tau dia tgh single.haish..susah cik paz ni.jatuh cinte la pulok!! -_-" but he really makes me go crazy la weh..kalo bce bndalah kt atas tu,lam kepale ni mmg ade dia..adoi.malas lah mahu cinte2 ni.i don't want banana to fruit twice actually.haha mcm bangang.
okela malas nk merepek da.got some catching up to do.later baby! ;)
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
pemumuman haha
esok dah nak balik Egypt..pukul 10 malam at KLIA,flight 0030 4th march..sape sudi nk hantar saye,jumpe di sana yaaaaa LOL
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