cobaan

trying to erase those sweet memories
trying hard to delete those names whom i used to care about
trying to fill the empty spaces in my heart
trying to closed my eyes and pretend i didn't see
closed my ears and pretend i didn't hear
trying to smile eventhough its a fake smile

trying my best to ignore his glance and his smiles

trying...
trying...
trying...
 I'm seriously trying REAL hard.

luckily my obsession never fails to make me happy...eventhough it is just for a little while,its worth a smile ;)

losing a friend is painful enough, and i am losing MANY at one time..i don't know how i should describe my feeling right now...

making friends is not as easy how it used to be.i miss u guys in Malaysia.seriously missing all of you..
okeyysungguhshityerperasaaniniireallywanttocry T_T

only GOD knows how the pain feels like..

somewhere somehow

1) tiya dah kawen. lagi sorg kawan aku kawen weh.. congrats tiya!!! smoge kekal smpai akhr hyt ;)

2) all dis wedding thingy makes me feel old. T_T

3) aku tanak new year boleh? tahun depan aku dah 22tahun kot..brr brr..

4) aritu buat mid term exam,duduk bertentangan dgn senior sem 7 tak silap.ouh muke,sgt lah matang..bile la muke aku nk nmpk mcm tu? at least i'll earn sum respect. LOL.

5) ouh mansoura gile bapak sejuk.tahap bercakap mulut kua asap2 gitu.tggu salji jer.heh.

6) skang pbl case 9, nk masuk case 10..pastu unseen case..pastu final T_T ok sgt cuak T_T

7) winter break?? finally decided to go to hurghada...rase mcm cool,tapi,taktau la..i need to escape mansoura once in a while..

8) current obsession: heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D:D:D kalo aku gtau nnti mcm obvious gile sbb kt mansoura ni mcm dia sorg je yg mcm tu,so,takpelah,tak jdi nk ckp. ;p;p

9) cube korang carik kat youtube, lagu Caprice ft Hayad - Teman. seronok! layan giler,serious. ;)

10) aku dah jatuh cinta,pada Cadbury Moro......Malaysia ade ke???? hahahahahhahahahahaha

ok sbnrnye aku nk prosperity burger T_T

11) pengakuan suci murni.tadi 1st time aku masuk library kt gamaah weh..1st TIME! mase kat unikop dulu,muke sape lagi planggan setia library lagi2 time sem 1 kalo bukan cik li dan cik paz? hahahaha..!
aku rindu zaman Unikop.aku rindu kawan2 yg aku kenal kat situ.rindu gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)

tibe-tibe rindu mahu tgk mamat ini. maaf Farid Kamil,i curang sekejap. ;p

belief in urself

" hari ini sgt sejuk. sejuk gila. keluar hingus. arghh! tgn beku. tulisan buruk. Lapa tp nk diet. Arab bodo. Bodo gile ah. super stupid. Hm,objective x siap. tension. Haih. masalah bertimbun. nasib malang berganda. perasaan bercampur. terigtorg t'syg. tp takde sape syg fendi. Haha. tak kesah la. hidup ini singkat. makan,berak,tido,bgn. Skejap je dah 18 tahun. blajar medic. entah macam mana. Tuhan saja tau.

26.12.2009

Affandi Azman "

al kisah nye,mamat ni pegi bace my note book,or wht i called,my-handwritten-blog-which-i-use-when-the-internet-sucks..so yeah..dia pon terhingin..kesian mamat ni.dia nk tumpang blog i jugak kn.haha.sory lah fendi,tak scan ur writing.maleh. ;p

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im so sleepy, i can't even bother about how life has been sucking a lot lately.mayb i shud get sleepy always.sleeping pills? haha..naah..whatever,cudn't be bothered much bout it..this is life bebeh..as it is..

menarik hari ini

hey.saye terbaca satu pngumuman di lecture hall tadi,pengumuman yang menterujakan.

PENGUMUMAN!!

sabtu ni, 26 disember 2009, tiada lecture utk division B!

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SEMESTER 3.

sungguh damn kecewa okeh..baru nak teruja kot.haihh..kenaba tibe2 ade lecture PAGI pade ari sabtu?? leiihhh???? T_T

buttered prawn

i'll bet dia akan on9 at 11 kjap lagi..sbab 'she' will be available at dat time..huu..im not jealous oke..mayb a bit,but,i seriously don't mind.really..but all u gotta do is tell the truth man...and things wud b much easier 4 all of us..trust me.. ;)

i am so thankful case 7 is khalas already..all dis talk about diseases on lungs and all reminds me of arwah mama...i rmmbered she was being tested using those spirometer..bcoz i was like,so jakun at dat time tgk bndalah tu..hee..

know wat..i sleep 12 hours yesterday..sgguh puas okeh..hahahaha!~

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oke dia tak on9...but 'her' status changed....definitely for 'him'.......! oke dah faz..u gotta hav to find urself smone new..brr brr... -_-"

damn.walaopon arini bermula dgn baik.pagi yang gembira,petang yang oke-oke sahaja,malam je mesti rasa tak best! T_T


pengajaran minggu ini - mudah betol masalah diselesaikan,bile ego itu kite tolak tepi.ye kan? dan begitu ringan dan indah perasaan,bila kita tidak bermusuhan dan tidak ada sangka buruk dengan orang...
kalau lah semudah itu aku maafkan kau weh.


ouh.terjengok facebook bekas kekasih..dekat about me,dia tulis " tidak berperasaan "..dalam ati aku ckp, TAU TAKPE!!!!!!!!!! -_-" huu..fuzz,stop stalking..no,im not stalking.i HAPPEN to view his page jer....ngehehehee...whoever yg happens to know who n what i am talking about,heeeeeeee :D

oke sbenarnye ade byk sgt bnda nk cite..smpai jadi mcm takde bnda nk cite.haha..oke merepek..life has not been so interesting.i repeatedly says dat.pfftt.. T_T wishing new year wud bring me much2 more happiness please.

p/s: ouhhh saye masak buttered prawn tadi for the first time.naseb baik sedap ;p

a few words to soothe the heart

i keep deleting what i've written.i dunno how to say this in the right way.tapi hari ini adalah hari yang tak berapa best tapi cuba ditutup dengan benda2 yang sebenarnya takde la best mana pon cume buat2 best je sebab tanak rase down sangat sepanjang hari.

titik.

kawan2 Malaysia,aku da download skype,like,finally! korang bile lagi?? hahaha! download cepat weh! pastu bagi ID korg oke..pasni kite skype call.aku serius rindu korang gile3babi punye rindu..life kat sini sucks a lot lately.. T_T

smiling outside. crying inside. ssshhhh..

selamat menyambut awal muharram dear readers! ;) 

people are start talking about their winter break's plan ( ceh,exam pon blom lagi,aku da sibuk pk cuti -_-"),which,i dun have any.i might be spending my winter break tidor-ing and online-ing and more blogging selame 2minggu tu smpai i'll eventually get bored and i'll b stress and i'll eat more and i'll become much fatter then i'll complain then i'll try to stop eating but then i'll even eat some more and.........ughhh! pape jelah.haih...terima kasih..saye memang MEMANG memaannggg ade life kat mesir ni yer -_-" oh rakan taulan yg budiman di Malaysia..buatlah kutipan derma..kumpul sikit2 sorg..ckup kan 4000 utk tiket pergi balik aku winter break ni..pliss pliss pliss plissssssssssssss *battling eyelashes*

ok.one of the reason yg sgt kukuh,paling kukuh utk korg blanje aku tiket balik ialah sbb,AKU NK PROSPERITY BURGER! T_T dgn curly fries nye..dgn air orennye..wehhh masyuk gile wehhhhh.....T_T sudah la faz.i've gain weight people,and its not peak of winter yet...naik almost 2kg plakkk! daaammmnnn...ok watever.ade lagi reason knp korg ptt blnje aku tiket pulg ke malaysia..korg tau tak...egypt is freaking cold?? ok marah la aku,da ade heater komplen lagi..hahaha.tapi..takkan nk dok uma all d time en..msti r nk kua en..takkan nk usung heater tu plakkk..kne cucuk plug dia agi..huuuuu....oke da mngarot..tpi dlm kpale hanye ade prosperity burger -_-"..mari interlude :D

 ok kawan2.hayati gambar ini..kalo korang rase carls jr tu besar..ini lagi besar mumkin..20cm weh...atas tu burger ala2 big mac la size dia..saje ltak sbg perbandingan..pasnih kalo ade harijadi org,tayah bli kek..pegi welatain pastu order burger ni n cucuk lilin ats dia.ngahaha..

ok dah.abis cerita pasal burger. -_-"

this homesick thingy adalah sgt uncool okeh..OUH! another reason yg gilebapak kukuh utk aku pulang ke malaysia......stok milo dah HABIS,seriously..aku ta phm knp org egypt tak minum milo okeh..and aku jugak ta paham camane stok milo bapak aku bawak aritu boleh habis tak smpat sampai january pon lagi!!!!!!!!! one beg isi milo je wehhhhh tapi da abesssss.....ngeeee...i dunno how d world is going to be wthout my milo..sobsob..no wonder things r getting dull-er each and every day.eceh dan dan jer..hohoho..ouh yer,tdi ckp cni sejuk en?? memang pon.sampai.sampai...sampai...ko da tak nmpk manusia2 ber seluar pendek.. -_-" oiiiiiiiiii aku rindu nk cuace yg normal!!! grrrrrrrrrr..hahahahahahaa ;p

aku rindu: milo,prosperity burger,roti gardenia,mapley,fifteen,atos hitam,ikan aku,rumah aku,mostly bapak aku,and abg2 aku yg annoying tu,kawan-kawan yg memahami dan menerima aku seadanya,kawan-kawan bangi and unikop,lelaki2 melayu yg kacak dalam jumlah yg ramai,pavillion dan shopping complex lain yg biasa dikunjungi,topshop,converse,sume kasut2 heels aku kt umah,baju2 yang tak dibawa ke sini,KARAOKE,monorail,ktm yg lembab cam haram tu,lrt,ouh lelaki kacak bermain drum,secret recipe,warta!,ayam baldi,nasik lemak cik yah dan karipap kentang (hahahahahaha),jalan raya yg ber bumper and ber trefik light,weh sumesumesumesumeeeeeeee aku rinduuuuuuuuuuu :(

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isn't it obvious? dia ade bile sidia ade.dia tak tego saye,tapi slalu tego sidia.dah dah la faz.be happy for them.be happy for them.be happy for them. *gilebabisusahmahulawaniniperasaanouh.sungguhrasemcmtakbestokeh*
mumkin aku patut DELETE je kot kau kalau kau taknak tegor aku langsung pon..

p/s: know wat.my wish is granted..im going to hav my PBL session on sunday,AGAIN!!! ouh sungguh gembira! :D


ok pastu aku bleh melagho lagi kn.ngee.dah2.nk uat PBL plak.till then. :D

ok kali ni post pendek

 u didn't know,that my ym status was dedicated to you.

i wanted you to buzz me.but u never did.

guess u really have changed. -_-"

oke sekarang aku dah tak nk komplen pasal sejuk.sebab..dah pegi sikkah tadi beli heater :D:D 90 genih..yg 40 genih pon ade..sudah gembira..heater tu sgt best..malah,ia boleh diinovasikn mnjadi sebuah microwave..sbb,kitorg ade 4 heater (satu bilik satu en)..kmpulkn 4 heater tu rapat2,buat cm square en,pastu ltak ayam kt tgh2 utk defrost kn dia..fuhh..sng keje aku...hee..pastu nangis tgk bil smpaii..uyeh uyehhh..hahaha ;p

arini aku byk gelak..penat..arini jugak aku berintimasi dgn fathin dalam teksi.jeng2..sume kotak heater tu pnye psl.pastu dok kt seat blkg tksi 4 org..fuh..bontot aku mmg x cecah kusi la en..pastu amu teksi tu pon bleyh thn..dia suh ktorg aja dia ckp 'ezayek' dlm bhs melayu..ktorang cakap la apa kabar..hameeekk kauuuuu dia ulang a-pa-ka-bar dalam sbutan plg straight,monotone dan sgt lawak drp sblm gala' smpai jln kt uma ktorg tu..da la jem sket2 time tu..pecah perut aku gelak dlm tksi..wahahah..pastu mlm tu,rgga plak uat lawak..ade ke ptt dia mmbygkn situasi klo aku jadi lesbian.haih.rangga2..ape nk jadi kau nih.wahahahahaa.oke aku tipu jer.kite je tau en rangga? hahaha..! ;p

ok skang aku rase mcm nk gigit2 nyamuk dlm bilik ni.ouh sungguh annoying! -_-"

weh blog aku makin boring wey..esok2 aku cite bnda best oke.tu pon,kalo ade.weeeeeeeee~~~

p/s: saye sedang melayan Kuch Kuch Hota Hai skarang ni..sorang2..feeling weyy..nak nangis boleyyy?? :( kes cinta tak kesampaian ni,sounds ouh so familiar dowwwwwwwwww hahahahahahahaha

oke dah.fathin ckp aku da mcm ari2 update blog plak.hua3..jiwe kacau la ;p

brr brr

mansoura sejuk..boleh kate da tahap sgt sejuk bagi aku..kalo tibe2 jari jemari bertukar menjadi warna biru,mcm sesuatu yg normal..kalo aku pgang brg pastu asik jatuh tu jgn salahkan aku,jari aku kebas sebenarnye.tak rase dah.ngee..oleh kerana tahap kesejukan yg amat sangat,adalah lebih indah jika hari2 boleh diisi dengan makan dan hibernasi.tapi,itulah..aku manusia,bukan beruang..ouh kecewa!~

bile sejuk,selain dari mngantok,malas juga melanda..bile malas,pastu kne uat smthg,msti ckp " alaaaa thn depan jelaaa aku buattt..." lpas tu aku akn snap back to reality dan menyedari bahawa,tahun depan itu hanyalah lebih kurang 18 hari sahaja lagi T_T...

weh korang penah tak tgk syurga cinta? ouh sesape yg tak penah tgk n takut aku spoil cite tu sile jgn bce prenggan ni.haha..dalam syurga cinta ckp,dlm dunia ni,ade tiga jenis jodoh..pertama,jodoh dari syaitan..kedua.jodoh dari jin...ketiga jodh dari Allah.. ( nk explanation lebih dalam pegi tgk sndri cite tu.hee :D) OBVIOUSLY sume org nak jodoh dari Allah.yg terbaik..yg indah..yg mulia..yg berseri2..haihh oke faz ckup berangan -_-"..ok tpi btol la kn? hrm..pastu,dlm cite tu,si awal tu kan mcm sgt 'western',family dia pon...smpaikan,smayang pon taktau..puase pon taktau bile..wpon aku rase mcm tak logik lgsg utk ko blurrrr smpai cmtu skali utk smyg dan puasa,tapi,yerla dia mmg dok london dari dlu..so...aku trime jela..heee..pastu...awal ni en cm jht,tido ngn pompuan len2..stiap malam 'exercise' en dia ckp..haha..erm..pastu,family dia pon cm same je pangai ngn dia..kcuali adik angkt dia tu...then dlm cite tu,dia mlamar si heliza yg bpklah cantik luar dan dalam konon2nye..n dtg pon dari family yg baik2..solat sume tak tinggal...cube bayangkan,cerita selepas heliza trime lamaran tu..tak ke nanti mcm konflik keluarga? canew si heliza tu nk tgl ngn family awal..n takkan awal nk biarkn family dia trus mcm tu je? n plus,heliza tu kn mcm baek gileeee n i knowwww yg awal da brubh dah bertemu dgn jalan kbenaran,dah alatuullll....tapi,sejarah nye dia jahat en?? means,what past is past? tapi btol tak aku ckp,rmai je yg bleh putus hubungan,n xdpt trime bile dpt tau psgn dorg nye history cmm smpai cmtu nye jht skali? kn kn kn? bak kate nabil, lu pikirrrrlah sndiri..assalamualaikum. ;p

oke faz.len kali tgk muvie tu tgk jelah.tak pyh nk pk byk2 dan mngarot2..

belom aku cite psl cite orphan lagi.hahahahahahhahahaha dah dah jgn start ;p

ouh.tadi PBL session aku dibuat pada hari ahad,walhal (ayt miktan.haha.) slalunya buat ari isnin.mumkin dokter saya bz.hee.tapi,sesungguhnya,seronok rupa nya gamaah pada pagi ahad..mata saye di'jamu' pmandangan indah.ouh sgt suke! " ya doktor..mumkin we can do our PBL on sunday starting this week? i dun mind..really....... *kelip-kelip mata*" haha..buwok pangai!

dah!!!!!! nak sambung tgk movie! pastu tidowww...heeeeeeeeeee....sihat btol aktiviti bulan2 december ni kan? ;p

when darkness turns to light

bile org yg kau suka,turns out suka kat org lain..and dat org lain happen to be one of ur closest fren,d best thing to do is? be happy for them :) sbab,bile kau ckp kau suke,means ko nk org tu bahagia kan? dan mungkin dia bahagia dgn kawan ko tu.so,maybe its a good time to make some sacrifice.isn't love is all about sacrificing?? ;p;p

ok dr love.cukup -_-"

arini aku mngidam kari ayam..lalu,aku pon ke dapur dan ke fridge dan mngeluarkan ayam.brr brr.terkejut saye melihat seekor ayam yg completely belom dipotong..hoh..nasib baik bulu semua da buang.heh duuuhhh lawak tak jadiiiii okeeeee.... dan mngikut kondisi pisau dan papan pemotong di rumah ini,ouh sangat SANGAT lah praktikal kan kalo nk potong ayam besar2 cmtu kn..hrrmm..tapi aku berjaya! uyeh! tapi aku tgk ayam tu takde rupe ayam sgt la.haha.kalo mak mertua nmpk,mesti aku kene -_-"..tapi pastu housemate aku ckp, " ala,menantu doktor kot..mesti dia maafkan.." haha.boleh tak? cool en?? harap2 mak mertua aku mcm gitu.wahahahaha ;p dia cakap,sebab bile kau doktor,msti takde mase nk blaja masak ni..plus,DOKTOR kot.hello.its a carier yg sgt org look up to kot (ceh bapak poyo).huhu.and i wanna b like them too.tapi en,result mid sem aku kan,trowk T_T..sangat kecewa..aku stdy la jgk utk dpt mrkh sesikit itu..at least up sket from that la..its too low saye sedeyh T_T...sebab tu aku masak kari ayam.hahahahaha.ouh berade di dapur boleh kurgkn stress tau tak? taktau? hah nti cube la yer.ngeeeee :D

*berlatar belakangkan lagu Pacarku - Shaden*

dah nak 7 bulan aku ditinggalkan pacar aku.effect dia,tak ilang lagi kot..its not dat im still in love with him.no,im like,SO over him.tapi what he did mcm unforgettable and unforgivable in a way...bcuz it gaves too much impact on my life okeh..im like too depressed n too miserable after what he did.yelah,things happen for a reason..and come to think of it,we were never meant to b together pon..tapi,still,if he wants me for the reason to break my heart,pttnye dia tak mintak kapel pon dgn aku in a first place..knp kne mintak,lpas a few months dgn sng nye msg " awk.jiwe kite kosong bile dgn awak.kite dah lme nk ckp,cume tgu mase yg seswai je nk bgtau. " ouh mcm f**k..oke tibe2 aku marah.haha.eh tak2..cool2..tapi seriously,klo aku tak kapel ngn dia,aku mungkin akn still baik dgn bestfren dia..yg,snanye suke aku gak. ( sile bace previous entry dlm bulan december 2008 kalau nak tau ) bukan ckp aku nk la kt bestfren dia tu,tpiiiiiiiiiiiiiii if only things happen in a different wayyyyy i'd MIGHT be a little less depress unlike now.org yg tak knal aku pon simply judge cakap aku desperate la hape la..knp tah.ko takut ilang kwn ko ke? lek r weh.kawan je pon.aku pon ade hak nk berkawn jugak..knp korg yg nk tentukan sape aku bleh kwn dgn sape tak boleh? sgt lah annoying -_-" ouh tgk..i've turn into smone else dow skang..i keep pointing fingers at people.blaming people.padahal aku dulu,pasrah je kot -_-"...annnddddd aku nye self esteem juga sudah dperasani semakin lowlowlow..im turning into a different person.OUH TIDAAKKKKKK...haha oke gile freak.dah abaikan.


ouh aku kan mempunyai satu lagi blog dekat fuzzyskuzzy dot wordpad dot com en..tadi mcm bace2 balik post.pastu terjumpe satu post yg sangat emo tapi sangat lah mendescribe dan merungkai byk perkare pasal aku.haha.poyo lagi.here goes:

smtimes there just smthing dat u cud not share wit people close to u.

u don't want ur dad to worried about you..or knowing ur siblings is being sad,too..

u don't want ur best friends sympathy..u don't need ur housemates to know how u feel..or frens giving u the sad look,saying dat they understand how u do.

smtimes we just need a total stranger,so dat they wouldn't give us the symphathethic eyes,the needed hugs,the calming advice and all the things an understanding person cud give u.

i don't want to b understood.

ok dah sekian merepek bersama cik paz.ouh ade org tu followers dia da melebihi aku.ouh sungguh tidak adil.hahaha.bapak dengki ko ni faaazzzzzzz ;p

12 jam buat kerja gila

saya telah menjawab mid sem pertama utk saya di mansoura university..tahniah..peperiksaan di sini sgt menarik..penjage2 peperiksaan semua boleh berborak dgn kuat dan lantang sambil tidak meng-off bunyi handset dan gelak ketawa gembira ketika kami sdg sibuk memerah otak mnjawab exam..hasil nya, tiade konsentrasi..brr brr..ok tau,alasan je tu.ngeeeeeee.......tapi,mmg btol kot! tapi oke la,exam tu kuwais..duduk btentangan dgn senior sem 7 klo x silap..ahhh indaahhh...hahahahaha ;p

abes exam,pulang ke rumah..sambil aku sdg ber facebook,fathin tanye " nak gi alex tak nih?? " sebab aritu plan nk pegi tapi tak konfem nk ikut mood la hape la..pastu, dorg yg discuss..aku jawab " aku ikut je " sbb aku mls nk jdi planner hahahaha plusss aku takde tujuan pon..aku cume mahu berfoye di pantai ;p..n guess wat? aah kitorg pegi..hahah!! gile mcm ape je,trus siap2 n pegi..abes exm kul 11,kul 1 lbeyh da kua uma..1.30 da dpt peugeot ( sejenis pngangkutan yg muat 7 penumpang, harga 13 genih sorg yg digunakan utk bergerak ke luar bandar di Mesir ni..err..btol ke ek?? ) pastu kul 4 da smpai!!!!! settle solat ape sume dlu,pastu gerak gi pantai...buat sand castle yg rupe dia mcm bangunn x siap..itulah yg tjadi bile bdak medic cube nk jadi bdak akitek..haha.stick to ur status quo! hahaha cm haram..pastu bercinta jap gnn pantai..sbb jeles ade kapel tu tgh bcinte gk kt pantai..aku da la solo enn...pastu air tgh pasang plak..hohoho sejuk gile gabaaannn tapi aku pdulik hapeeee aku sukeeeeee :D:D

lpas lepak pantai,gi dpn uma syahmi,call dia suh dia kua tgkp lmbai ktorg.haha! dia ajk naik,tapi ktorg nk cpt sbb nk gi uma ros plak...smpai uma ros,farahin buat teh..sedap...haha tibe2 promote,padahal dia bini no 4 aku bini no 1..spttnye bgadow ok..haha kidding2..hanye mrk yg phm je phm pe yg aku cube nk smpaikn ni...errrr...ok abaikan.. -_-"

pastu gi city centre,dpt aiskrim baskin robbins..ouh sungguh bahagia! wpon perut dan tekak mahu sundae,tapi poket dan duit cakap,one scoop only! ngee!! takpe2,dpt jgak.. ;p ya allah faz,berat ko da la da naik 0.6kg,makan lagi aiskrim..haih -_-"..pastu lpak starbucks,minum frap tofee nut! kt msia da tak dpt da tofee nut,kt cni ade lgi! uyeh2! da la sdap! haha..eh ke kt msia da ade blk weh tofee nut?? last time aku gi da xde..sobss..ouh lpas tu jatuh cinta dgn kasut kat H&M...tapi...takde saizzzzzzzzz T_T!! apeekkkk tlg beli kan kt cairooooooo hahahahahha

oke2..pastu bile da nk balik tu,mule la cite best..haha..its 12 lbeyh2 already..pastu bygkn eh..org da tak rmai en...kua2 je dari pintu city centre tu,ade satu pakcik dok BTOL2 kt dpan pintu dia...da la muke cam melayu en..tibe2,dia senyum...dgn mate terbukak,pnuh smgt senyuman itu...pastu dia cakap..."taaaxxiii..????" hahahahaha gile seram sial..pastu aku cakap la "pakcik ni asal muke cam melayu wey,tah2 dia phm bhs melayu.." pastu pakcik tu gelak mcm paham wehhhhh aku scary gileeee smpai aku da tak bercakap dlm taxi tu..da smpai tempat bas tu,aku trun aku nk mmbebel la en pasal pakcik scary tu sbb dlm teksi takut nk kutuk dia..tibe2...KUA ASAP WEH! mulut aku kua asap! oyeah bebeh!! setelah sekian lama aku cube nk mngeluarkan asap dari mulut aku berjaya! haha! see,i can smoke without damaging my health.korg bleh keeeee hahahahahahhaah ;p ;p ouh pastu kt Peugeot nk balik tu,jumpe satu Peugeot yg pnuh dgn senior kot tpi tak knal..tpi kitorg sgt geylong smpai da gerak tu kitorg bleh plak lambai2 dorg en..semoge aku dah tak jumpe dorg dah dlm mase 3 bulan ni…..segannn..heee.. ;p

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ape korg rase kalau,org yg korang suke..sebenanye ada skandel dgn kwn korang sndri?? hoho.

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just watched a video psoted on facebook by a senior..song for mama..sedap weh suare dia..

ya Allah..Kau cucuri lah rahmat ke atas roh ibu ku..Kau tempatkan lah dia bersama-sama dengan kekasih2 Mu ya Allah..amin.... :')

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tapi jarang2 je dia nak kelua la kan. -_-"

dah bape ari aku cube utk meng upload gambar masuk facebook ni..tapi tak settle2 jugak lagi..menci btol..facebook memang carik pasal dengan aku.grrr..

baru lepas menonton cerita orphan.haram jadah btol cerita tu.ia berjaya membuatkan aku menjerit sorang2 depan laptop..cuak siot..tapi best laa..bek korang tgk.layan gile.heeeeeeee...

aku da jarang berblogging dalam english.sebab smakin ari english aku makin macam bangang.vocab dlm kpale otak da makin bkurang.ouh tidak! ouh plus,kt cni lagi best cakap melayu sebab arab tak paham.nak kutuk pon senang enn..hahaa.haish faz..tak baik dow kutuk org..grrrr... ;p

sbenanye aku nak cite..satu keajaiban yg berlaku ari ini..haaa..walaopon da 4 ari aku tak kua umah...masih ade keajaiban boleh blaku..gempak ennnn....takde kaitan langsung padahal hahahahaha..AKU BASUH KASUT WEH..bukan nak kate ape la..dua thn aku pkai kasut tu,seingat aku sekali je aku pnah basuh..pastu warne dia turun..ngee..patu da x pnh basuh smpaaaiii la tadi...i dun know whats got into me.but i did it.uyeh uyeehhhh hahahahahaha

lusa exam wehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh tapi masih sempat menonton muvi dan ber chatting dan ber fb dan basuh kasut dan sapu rumah dan dan dan dandandandandandan aku da penat membace sebenanyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee oke dah pnat merepek bye bye.ouh salah.dah tak lusa da.ESOK KOT EXAM! brrrrrr....

* gile entry ni. *

kisah aku dan mimpi

aku slalu mimpi...

gigi aku goyang2..macam nak patah..pastu even aku dah goyang2 kan dia mcm nk patahkan tu,dia tak patah2 jugak..asal ekkk????

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mencarot dan mengarot

arini je da 3 kali aku masak.bile jiwe kacau,memang best layan prasaan kt dapur..betooolllll ;p

ok aku nk update lagi blog ni.update kedua utk hari ini.aku pedulik ape.aku nk balas dendam..gile jeles tgk blog org len sume da update.aku tak dpt nk update sbb xde intenet -_-"..ok tipu.sebenanye aku update,tapi aku update kat blog satu lagi aku..fuzzyskuzzy dot wordpad dot com.oke tipu lagi..hee..trime kasih wordpad kerana wujud! dan melepaskan gian aku utk menaip di keyboard laptop cabok aku ini.grrr..tapi takleh nak publish sebab post tu mcm da basi gile,n da tak best utk tatapan umum.harap maklum.

hee.maaflah..saye memang geylong sekarang ni.mane tak nye..8 hb ni mid term exam..dan saye baru je meng khalas kan dua daripade enam kes...dua kes yang cukup utk buat aku bengong sekejap..lepas tu nanti mesti aku mnyesal sbb stadi last minit pastu mcm kne struggle laz minit pastu komplen2.padan la muke.haha..eh tak tak..aku dah insaf da..zaman unikop sudah berlalu..dah takleh main2 da..heee..tapi,sesungguhnye amat sukar utk mmfokus kepade stadi bile tengah STRESS.ye.saye sangat stress.sebab ape? sebab penimbang tu ckp saye da berat -_-"...tak tak,aku tipu lagi.haih.smnjak dok mesir keje nk menipuuuu jerrrr...hahaha..ok.saye stress sebab..sebab..sebab...tah la dah lupe -_-"..yang penting stress buat aku kuat makan dan kuat makan buat aku gemok! da la gambar kat alex yg kichan amik secare candid utk gmbr aku semua mnunjukkan aku sgt hodoh dan gemok.haih.kichan..dlm dunia ni,wujud sesuatu yg dinamakan camera trick! anda sharusnye mmpraktikkan ia supaye aku akn less hodoh dan less gemok -_-"

ouhhhh december yang stressss!!! da la sejuk..nk bgi milo sejuk mudah jer...letak je ats meja 10 minit dia dah sejuk mcm milo ais..seriusss..and december reminds me of new yearrr!! klo kt msia msti mcm tgh competition antare shopping complex tgk sape uat pokok krismas plg best.hhaha..ughhhh!! new year means an increasing of age.gile bapak.aku dah 22 kot thn dpn -_-"..i dun like d sound of it dowww...

ouh n btw tadi...men bkak2 folder lam laptop..n guess wat..jumpe one folder containing old msgs dgn scandal lama thn 2008..! hahahaha!! cm lawak jer bc blk..eh lupe.pengumuman.saye memang OH-SANGAT-DESPERATE nak boyfren yer...takleh idop i tau takde boyfren..stress i!! pffftttttttttttt -_-" sungguh aku ta paham cmne statement ni bleh kua..tapi takpe..layankan ajer.. ;)

okelah.aku semakin stress menunggu facebook meng upload gambar.grrr...tahun depan jelah aku upload gambar tuh.bye bye.

minggu yang panjang

ouh what a hectic week!

starting off from a trip to cairo..then went back home to mansoura for eid adha celebration,which was awesome i tell u..then,backpacking again to alex! whoa! superduper awesome trip!

ok..lets start from cairo..we didn't do much at cairo..and the best part of cairo for me,is,CITY STAR! uuu im soooo loving the smell of a shopping complex!! sangan jakun okehhh!!! sangat rindu bau ituuuu....heee...and thanx to our tour guide,apek,i've released my stress by the shopping therapy and it went so well....puas hati wehhhhh.... :D:D maka,cintaku tertinggal di cairooo ;p

then the eid adha celebration..two days..balik je dari cairo,we went to shop for the food..beli ayam sayur and all..masak utk raya! gile wehhh penat3! dat morning went 4 d festival of sacrifice,tgk lembu kne sembelih..i took a lot of pictures which was awesome..taking pictures makes me happy :D..2nd day of the celebration.there was this perfomances,and more taking pictures,and yet again im so happyyyy...heee...

on dat same evening....we went to alex..ouh yes..sangat penat..and lepakking at alex beach until 2.30am in the morning..SUPER DUPER COOL..pantai alex sudah mendengar smua masalah aku..it felt good..ana bihitbu pantai alex awi2!! d next day,went to green plaza and watched 2012..wayang dia ade iklan plak after 1 hour -_-" gile potong mood kot..but overall the trip was superrrrbbbbb!!! thanxxx bdak2 alex..wpon rmai yg tak knal..and baru knal..and soryyyyy tak amik pon u guys nye numberrrrr -_-" saye sungguh makcik okeh.

balik mansoura...BAU HIMAARRRR ouh rindduuuuu...!!! hahahahahahaha...!! ouh n somehow semua masalah yg dah terlepas kat cairo and alex,dtg balik bile balik cni..grr...ok rakyat mansoura...if u guys hate me dat much..i am so willing to go to alex dowww...bahagia gile aku kat sneee...i dun understand y people r like so damn sibuk with my life and trying to ruin it or watsoever but the thing is,its super annoying kot.go find smthing else to bother la..penat la nk layaaaannnnn.......~~

ouh..alex reminds me so much of KL..seriously..n now im so fucking homesick..i miss u guys back in malaysia wehhh...i know i've said it a million times already...but i really do miss u guys..ouh and haritu dak2 10-1 post video especially for me at FB,which was sgt cool and aku sgt terharuuu and aku sgt rindu korang weeehhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! at least i know dat there r people who still miss me.sob sob.ayat nk touching jer,ngee..

ouh n yeah.i miss a fren of mine.i am being reminded of him a lot lately.and i miss having him as a fren.

next vacation...ALEX tggu dakuuuu!! nanti kite cerita panjg2 lagi okeh..kali ni aku tak kisah kau basah2 kan seluar aku lagi..aku bawak seluar spare..meshi?? ;)