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tadi gi jln2 lagi...pegi zoo weyh! ngn lily,bazli n dol! hahah..bpk bezz..da lama x rase jakun mcm tu ;p

aku kurang phm knp..time pagi2,sume drive kete mcm tgh brangan di awang2an,mkn angin,slow n steady,minum2 kopi...slow killer! tapi bile stat ptg,sume cm syial..signal sume da rosak,pedal brek da tadew ade pedal minyk je,aku da signal pon tamaw bgi jln,annoying okeh! -_-"

arini aku rase bez..sbb ape taw? sbb aku rase yg aku ade TEMAN..xde pown aku rase lonely,sbb arini mcm full of activities..lgpon aku nih bile time jakun mmg jakun btol..xigt bnda len..hahahah! tpi tpi,bile blk uma,aku jadi boring blk..sbb ape taw,kt uma aku xleh uat girly talk..sbb xde girl kt dlm uma ni slain aku..haha...i miss my mama..klo time mama ade dlu,msti bnda plg tahpape yg jadik tadi pon aku cite..hahahaha..kat abah pon,aku cite gak..tapi aku skew dgr respon mama..lgi satu sbb,mama msti ade je bnda nk share nti..sbb mama pon noty cm aku gk mse dia mude2 dlu ;p

tadi,aku mcm bosan..pastu,aku bc la blk blog aku ni..drp aku xde boyfren,ade boyfren,takde blk,pastu ade n xde kembali..haha! mcm bongok pon ade..n aku prasan,yg,time aku ade boyfren tuh,aku mcm asik mrh2 je..means: aku cm xbahagia pown..tapi aku rase cm bahagia sbb aku syg gile je kt dia dlu.. ( aku x mention okeh boyfren yg mane ;p)..pastu,aku rase cm bongok je sbb aku syg dia gile2 babi tapi laz2 x jadik ape..aku xtaw knp,ttbe aku rase mcm bcinte tu buang mase je..mmg lah,dia bgi aku pnglmn supaye aku x uat slh agi nxt time..tapi tah la..maybe sbb tibe2 mcm ade org confess nk kt aku la hape la so dia uat aku terpk blk bnda ni..aku da macam,tak kuase..klo stkt aku bcinte utk rase sakit je,bek aku xyah bcinte kot..salunye,time bkwn tu agi indah la drp bile dah kapel..

aku suke bile igt blk time cume kwn2 jek tu..bezz,sbb mase tu mmg true self n xde nk sorok ape2..sbb masing2 x terpk pon nk ter jatuh cinte ke ape..klo time da ade prasaan plak tu,lagi la bezz..sbb mase tu masing2 nk tnjuk hebat,so masing2 akn uat yg terbaik n akn cube sdaye upaya nk impress each other..so bile mcm mamat tu ade prob kul 3-4 pagi pon,sggup je dgr cite dia sambil tsengguk2 ngntok snanye...tapi bthn sbb nk dgr mamat tu ckp "ur the best!" kt ko sbb ko sntiase ade kt dia (doesn't imply to anybody..hanye cerite ;p)..bezz weyh..time tu ko btol2 rase mcm,ade org akn sntiase ade ngn ko..btol..tapi bnda ni mungkin x same ngn korg..tpi ni cite aku..ehee..pastu bile aku kapel ngn dia,it didn't work out,pastu break..n masing2 janji nk jadik same mcm mase kwn2 dlu..korg rase same ke x? ahaa..pndai..tak! agknye sbb ape ek xleyh?? aku pon xtaw..aku cm cube nk jadik same cm dlu,tpi pihak di sane tu mcm ade jelah alasnnye..n 4 sure bile dia ade gf bru,konfem la dah xlyn aku lgsg..aku ade satu soalan yg sgt3 penting yg smhow aku harap ade r manusia yg jujur yg bleyh tlg jawabkan soalan ni utk aku.....n plg bgus klo manusia yg jujur ni pnah jadik boyfren aku..aku nk taw sgt3..

aku ni terowk sgt ke?

smpai..tadew sape pon nk kt aku? nk,tpi kjap..lame2,knp xley? aku ni bosan ke ape? aku cume nk tau,sbb,kalo leh aku xnk jadik lgi bnda yg same..aku da xthn la mcm ni..aku mmg rase cm tadew life..aku ni,dah 21..kwn2 aku da ade yg da kawen pon...yg tunang tggu mse nk kawen pon ade..yg bru nk tunang,yg da ade steady boyfren..MAJORITY..aku taw,org akn ckp,u'll get smone better,blablablabla...tapi,aku dah jadi lonely..serious..ye,aku ade family aku lagi,tapi aku da xde mama..since aku da baligh dlu manelaa aku rpt2 lgi ngn bpk aku..sbb aku ni jnis pmalu sket ngn family..aku pon tataw knp..n to start all over again skang,mcm da xbleh kot..aku klo time xbleh puase,mne penah aku mkn kt uma ni..aku xmkn weh..sbb aku xnk bpk aku or abg2 aku nmpk..sbb ti dorg perli aku jadik cm segan..PLIS DUN ASK ME WHY..tpi itulah keadaannye..

aritu,babal taktau la npe baek sgt..dia nk bgi aku sdap ati kot..ehee..dia kate:

girls are like apples on trees.
the best one are at the top of the tree.
boys don't want to reach for the good one coz they're afraid of falling and getting hurt,
instead,
they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good,but easy.
so,
the apples at the top think something is wrong with them.
when in reality, they're amazing.
they just have to wait for the right boy to come along.
the who's brave enough
to climb
all the way to the top. ;)

cool kan? thxx babal..ko smnjk msuk uitm sombong ngn aku.wekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ;p

percaye tak,stlh skian lame aku bru bgtau bestfren aku yg aku da break ngn boyfren aku (aha,bestfren aku yg nih xbc blog..mayb aku da gi mesir kang bru bc kot ;p)..pastu dia kate:

"ptt r mespes ko cm xde tulis pape psl dia.."

"n aritu time dia dtg uma ko mcm xckp sgt ngn dia.."

"ptt la time fon dia ttgl kt lam kete aku aku tgk dia save nme ko fuzzy ke faz je tah..aku malas nk uat scene so aku xtnye lah.."

ehee..pastu aku ckp,aku xgtau dia sbb,aku xnk dia ckp ex aku tu jht ke ape ke...pastu bestfren aku ckp "faz,smhow he just broke ur heart dow..be meannn!!!!" hahah..taley weh..tah aku pon xphm..aku kdg2 rase mcm marah kt ex aku tu sbb aku rase mcm dia main2 kn aku,tapi aku xnk org len pon mrh dia sbb....tah la..sbb dia xbuat slh ngn korg kot? hee..atau snanye aku rase xpuas ati kot dia break ngn aku mcm tu je..tah la tah la tahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! aku pon xphm aku,cmne la aku nk suh ko phm aku?

tapi en.serious.bile aku sorg2 mcm ni dalam bilik,aku akan sedar betape aku sbenarnye LONELY..

p/s: kadang2 bile aku menulis,aku nak dia bace..sbb aku xreti nk tnjuk dri aku yg sbenar kt dia,tanpe aku mnangis.padahal,aku da janji taknak nangis sbb dia,sbb dia suruh aku jadik KUAT :D