losing it

i just finished watching the SHOUT! award..which i accidentally tgk pon sbb mcm tgh channel surfing then "whoaaa ade shout! award laa.."..haha..so i didn't actually watch it from the 1st lah..i was hoping dat i didn't missed the caprice perfomance but pfftt too late already missed it..hee..see,im losing it.

what i mean by losing it is,i am not what i used to be back then..im not interested in these entertainment thingy sgt,tgk tv pon cm xde any favourite..i dun really know who my fav artist is n i dont give a damn about being the 1st to watch the new movies at the cinema..ouh n yeah,i don't even bother to google what megan fox is all about n knp dia mcm tgh hangat mnjadi topik pbualan skang ni -_-"(mayb coz i didn't even watched transformers yet?) yeah im turning into a boring fat ugly gal who knows nothing about the world.goshh..i hate d sound of dat :( i am not yet a medical student and yet i've lead a boring life..im afraid i might get rebellious n suddenly wanted to hav all d fun when i started to stdy nnti..goshh then it would b very susah coz i know there wud be no concert or whaddahell anything fun pon kt mesir..haha..damn..

dunno whether its the mood swing,or i think dat life seems to hav no interest on me..ke i dun hav any interest on life? ehe..tak2..tah la..i got bored with everything dat i do..i need some boost up in life.i need to hav some adrenaline rush..eh bleh x gi hospital mintk dia suntik adrenaline sket? ;p

know what,smbdy think dat i am a sensitive person.and too kind but too emo..haha..and i think he described me right.

later~