The perfect date

I just had a perfect date
You and i in our favourite place
We sat there for hours with grace
Surely it was sweet and serenade

There you are in front of me
Perfect silence accompanying us
Your smile, your teeth at the right place
Your eyes, your smell its all so perfect

I sit at my place staring at you
At times i smile, can't help it your too cute
You shyly raised your cup of tea
Inviting me to have a sip

Your food came first but you waited for mine
We ate in silence
But smiling, wide inside

We sat there for another hour
Staring at each other
We sing along to the song together
Then laughed, looking at each other

Finally you stand up from your chair,
" can i have your number? " you said.

I just had a perfect date
With a stranger.

temporary

everybody leaves.

the bird leaves its nest for food.
the worm leaves its cocoon to become a butterfly.
daddy leaves the house to go to work.
student leaves their school when they graduate.

i'll be leaving you too.
dear sweet smile and caring eyes.

you see, not everything that leaves you, never come back.
sometimes, they do.

:)

officially winter break!

yey! exam habis! 1st time stress melampau pasal exam, 1st time exam clinical round, dan 1st time menangis lepas habis OSCE.

doakan.

when worst comes from the best

this is good. i wonder when will i get the talent to tell such poetry, or even stories with such enthusiasm and getting everyone to feel how i feels. which, somehow reminds me that i used to be that kid who read a story book in front of everyone during school assembly and during recess at a small stage created during the 'reading month'.. yeah, i used to be that kid. so maybe, that kid is still here in me somewhere. just, maybe.

p/s: one more paper before i'm totally free for the winter break. can't waitttttttttttt

final semester 7!

hai semua! lupa nak bagitau, sebenarnya saya dah nak final ni, lagi dua hari. ahaks. di kala semester lain semuaaaaaaaaaa dah habis exam, semester kitorang baru nak exam. memang nasib kitorang lah kali ni. selama ni, sem kitorang akan habis exam dulu. haha. secara psikologinya adalah sangat terseksa melihat post-post orang sedang bergumbira dan berpacking dan terbang pulang ke Malaysia dan sebagainya. semalam, pergi makan kat kedai makan, meja sebelah adik-adik junior rancak bercerita pasal cerita hantu Thailand. mak aih gembiranya. meja kitorang bincang pasal heart sound. gitulah dia.

tapi takpe, dah nak exam jugak ni. bukannya takkan exam ye dok. tapi rasanya yg buat pemangkin nak exam tu, mungkin post exam. post exam adalah winter break! yeay! winter break nanti, nak buat macam-macam. dah planning dah ni. agagaga.

jadi exam saya adalah pada:

17 January 2013 - MCQ (1pm-4pm)

19 January 2013 - Essay (12pm-3pm)

22 January 2013 - OSCE (10am)

ha ni lagi satu saiko nye.. exam petang-petang ni. tapi bersyukur la jugak, memandangkan saya masih bersifat nocturnal wlaupun lagi dua hari nak exam, kalau paper tengahari insyaAllah boleh bangun haha. doakan saya dan rakan-rakan okay! bittaufiq wannajah!~ ^^

celaru

aku selak helaian satu persatu.
aku baca perkataan yang terbuku.
aku cuba sedaya untuk memahami.
aku baca, dan baca, dan baca lagi.

ah letih. musim imtihan tiba lagi.

kalau bukan menghadap buku,
menekan kekunci meng 'update' twitter,
sekali sekala pergi ke facebook pula.
kalau bosan jugak, youtube lah jawabnya.

ah, fokus. kau hilang semula.

tak banyak yang terjadi,
tak banyak yang berubah,
balik-balik cerita perihal jantung, peparu dan darah.

ah kau. apa khabar agaknya?

aku rindu. rindu senyuman mu.
wahai bulan, aku rindu.

ah aku. celaru.

tangan "Toi"

aku ni cemerkap orangnya. atau dalam bahasa 'melayu' orang panggil clumsy lah. citenye masa kecik dulu, iaitu selepas fasa pinggan dan cawan plastik, aku ni memang pesen selalu pecahkan pinggan. kalau pinggan set ada 6 tu jadi tak cukup memang kerja aku lah selalunya. tapi lepas aku pecahkan, aku nangis. so takdelah kena marah. miaahahahaha. :p:p

tapi bukan pinggan jela, aku rasa semua benda aku selalu buat jatuh. mak aku pulak, jenis selalu sambut barang yg jatuh tu. penah tu, telur yg bujur tak pecahkan lagi tu bergolek nak jatuh, mak aku laju je pergi sambut. hasilnya telur tu pon pecah atas tangan dia. haha.

so satu hari tu, mungkin aku dah besar sikit darjah 2 ke 3 ke.. aku taktau kenapa tapi aku ingat benda ni. masa tu kat meja makan, tiba-tiba tah macam mana senduk kot nak terjatuh, lepas tu macam biasa la mama jadi hero tukang sambut. lepas tu mama cakap " memang tangan toii betul ".. aku yang dalam usia penuh rasa ingin tahu pon tanya lah, tangan toii tu mende? ok part jawapan ni aku kurang ingat hahahahahaha okdahbye. ok mesti rasa nak campak aku dalam lombong sekarang. :p hurm jawapan exact dia memang tak ingat lah kan, tapi seingatnye lah, toi tu nama cina. Toi ni pencuri yang sangat cekap, tangan dia sangat-sangat pantas. kiranya tangan Toi tu macam peribahasa untuk menunjukkan seorang yang cekap dan pantas menggunakan tangannya.

sekarang ni, aku pulak nak inherit tangan toi tu. haritu, sikit lagi nak sambut pisau yg terjatuh. nasib ada reflex utk tarik balik tangan. kalau tak...............

btw aku selalu nak terguna perkataan tangan Toi ni dekat luar, tapi sebab aku tau takde siapa akan paham, aku akan cakap dalam hati je. sambil senyum. :)

p/s: dari cemerkap jadi tangan Toi. power jugak en en. kahkah. 

p/p/s: masih cemerkap, sebenarnya.

pegun

aku objek pegun,
berdiri tegak di suatu sudut,
melihat situasi rojak.
melihat kamu.
aku cuba berjalan tapi aku dipaku.
aku cuba panggil tapi tiada bunyi yang terhasil.
aku mahu bersama kamu tapi siapalah aku.
aku hanya objek pegun.
yang ada hari kau lihat aku dan tersenyum.
tapi hari seterusnya kau biarkan aku di sudut,
termanggu.

tak apalah. aku kan hanya objek. aku bukan ada hati pon.

twenty-thirteen!

here comes the typical post by a typical blogger like me, saying goodbye to 2012, and heellllloooooo 2013! :D

alhamdulillah.

2012 means, A LOT to me. i went to Istanbul early 2012, which was a really great place to see. seghioussss kalau ada masa ada duit insyaAllah nak pergi lagi! besides, i still have 20 Lira with me yg belum guna. kengkononnya nak pergi lagi sekali kan. hikhik. then there's the International Cultural Day, the university event yg sgt besar dan meriah dan best and yes, i'm happy to be a part of the team :) and i have the most awesome summer ever! pergi bumi jati, janda baik, Chance! charity, iftar with KULN, meeting new people, singgah sahur in Muar, volunteering on a few events and banyaaaaakkkk lagi. karaoke sampai 1 pagi, jumpa orang tersayang berkali-kali. my brother's wedding! well semua orang pon dah agak memang abang no 3 yg akan kawen dulu. lol. so yeah, alhamdulillah its a bliss. last friday we had the 3rd volleyball tournament, i've been involved with volley since penubuhan kelab lagi, and it feels good that i can still commit to it until now. alhamdulillah tournament kali ni dapat no 3, dapat pingat and sijil lagi ;)
lots of place i've seen, and lots of things i've learned. to conclude it, it was a great year. :)

secara human nya of coz i've been at the down side of the road also. i miss my chance to be at my best friend's engagement party, which we've been waiting for since kindergarten years. i build a new relationship just to know that it went down the hill with just a silly mistake. i had a fight with my bestie and it hasn't been the same since then. well this is just to name a few. i had my lost. i was sad. but then again, that's what life is about. i can't have all the good ones without tasting the bad one right? so yeah. alhamdulillah sebab sekurang-kurangnya i'm still here. Allah tabahkan hati menempuhi semua benda ni. :)

azam 2013? i have trouble trying to remember what was my resolution was when 2012 came. haha. tah-tah takde azam pon. :p kebanyakan member-member dah start berazam nak kahwin. somehow that's not in my list. tapi tanak cakap jugak lah. entah-entah nanti kahwin jugak 2013 mana tau kan. but then again kena cari calon dulu lah yer ;p mostly, i just want to be better. i want to do better. i want to have something that i am really good at it instead of being Miss A-bit-of-everything. i want to be excellent. insyaAllah.


akhir kalam, selamat tahun baru. selamat 2013. umur makin singkat. semoga amalan makin dipertingkat.