bye bye september~

baiklah, jadi azam bulan september untuk buat wordless wednesday setiap minggu telah tercapai.weheee~ bagus jugak,kalau tak aku mcm mls je nk update blog..skrg ni kira aku ade smgt blk la :D:D tapi salu idea aku dtg ari rabu.mslhnye ari rabu tu takleh nak menulis,boleh letak gmbr je,acaner? hahahah :p so,aku pon pilih sebijik gambar yg boleh mengkonklusikan perasaan aku pada waktu itu. ok benci gila meng konklusikan. bahasa. -.-

so,aku sajelah nk bgtau korang yg sebenarnya setiap gmbr yang aku bubuh tu,ade mksd2 tersirat dia.cewahh..yela rasenye wordless wednesday mmg cenggitu lah kan..tapi skrg ni,btul ke apa yg korg pk kan dgn ape yg aku mksdkan dlm gmbr tu? jeng3..khas utk bulan september shj,aku akan describe the whats n whys gmbr2 tersebut dipilih.mariiiiiii *drum rolls*

#ww1 - gmbr aku dgn bendera dan lemang. ye itu lemang ye kawan2..sedih je bila org tnye tu lemang ke? cis,bermakne aku dah gagal menyampaikan ape yg aku nak sampaikan -.- btw y dis picture? bcoz its raya + merdeka!! and the picture is inspired by google doodle yg letak gmbr bendera malaysia dan lemang at that time. terima kasih pakcik google. u r always m favourite :p

#ww2 - gambar tupai pipi kembung..haha..ok sebenarnya masa aku nk buat post ni,aku tengah terasa hati dgn semua orang yg sibuk tegur aku dah gemuk. ye aku dah gemuk, kau siapa nk tegur aku? heh. emo. hahaha..aku mmg tak suka org tegur aku mcm tu, the only person acceptable utk tegur aku mcm tu is my family. selain drpd tu aku mcm nk gigit je telinge mereka. :p jgn lah ckp aku gemuk,ckp lah aku comel ke :(

#ww3 - gmbr karaoke bersama my favourite people. sebab masa ni tengah sangap nak karok dan rindu 10-1 hihihi..that day jugaklah pergi karok,but with diff people la.. :p

#ww4 - my fav pic of all..picture was taken by myself at the street of Singapore..sumpah cool gila pengantin amik gambar sendiri..tapi lepas abang aku tgk gmbr ni dia mcm " amik gambar kt orchard street? gila tak romantis. pergi lah tasik keeee....... " hahahaha..well maybe they have their own stories right? oh btw on the same day i saw another wedding photography dekat stesyen MRT dia. >.<

#ww5 - myself posing with the phrase its not over! comel tak? ok jgn jwb -.- this is actually a picture i send to a friend of mine..he's doing a video project for a competition. and he asked me to take a photo with "its not over" phrase on it..so yeah here it is! * sebenarnya aku htr tiga keping gmbr kot tehehe gila glamour sgt kan.*

okayyy itu sahaja..insyaallah saye akn meneruskan perjuangan wordless wednesday ni hahahaha! amacam, boleh tahan tak maksud tersirat di sebalik setiap gambar? kih3..biaselah, a picture worth a thousand words kan. :D












p/s: 4th october is my flight back to Egypt. nak sedih boleh? sobs.

wordless wednesday #5

its not easy.

susah bila di antara kawan-kawan kau sendiri sedang ade perbalahan...dan lagi susah bila perbalahan tersebut lebih kepada perbalahan emosi.


aku bagi contoh..kau ada sorang kawan nama A..dan sorang lagi nama B. *eh typicalnya guna A dan B sebagai bukan nama sebenar kan* oklah tuka..kau ada kawan ni,sorang nama Jemah sorang lagi Maria..sebenarnya nak dijadikan cerita Jemah dgn Maria ni dulu study sama-sama..kau dengan Jemah pulak best friend. so 1 day Jemah kenalkan kau dengan Maria..kerlaasss kau Maria.ok tu random.ehem..so bila kau dah kenal Maria,elok plak korang ni sekepala..jadi korang bertiga pon rapatlah. :)

tapi orang kata,it takes two to tango.eh salah..two is company,three's a crowd..hee..eh takde kene mengene pon senanye hahaha.ok serious balik..kita nak salahkan siapa kalau ditakdirkan kau dengan Maria jadi lagi rapat dari Maria dengan Jemah..kebetulan kepala kau dengan Maria lagi aumm kan..tapi takdelah kau sisihkan Jemah ke apa..

sekarang ni,kalau kite letak diri kita dalam posisi Jemah......patut tak rasa jealous? tak patut, tapi yes, perasaan tu kadang2 timbul kan.. so takleh nak salahkan Jemah jugak lah kat sini. bear that in mind :)

so sekarang Jemah dah macam tacing2 dgn kau dengan Maria..tapi mungkin sebab Jemah sayang kau lebih, dia macam lebih tacing kepada Maria tehehee.. Maria pulak,al kisah,bukan tanak baik dgn Jemah, cuma dia jadi awkward dengan Jemah bila si Jemah ni baik as in sangat baik boleh kata rapatlah dengan ex boyfren si Maria. gitu kaw. drama abes dah ni ha..

okey sekarang letak diri kau dalam posisi Maria........patut ke tak dia terasa dengan Jemah,sebab Jemah baik dengan ex bf dia? tak patut,tapi sekarang ni situasi Maria dgn ex dia ni macam unforgivable punya kes buat si lelaki itu...kire the guy is on the wrong lah,so dah tentu lah kite tak patut sokong mamat tu right? so Maria tak salah jugak lah nak terasa. bear that in mind :)

so one day Jemah decide utk tanya Maria ni,apesal dia dah lain mcm dengan Jemah kan...so Maria pon dengan berat hati,ckplah yg dia tak suka si Jemah ni rapat dgn ex dia,dia terasa and all that..ok sebenarnya taklah cakap pon,diorg msg2 jelah kan ceritanya..pastu tah taktau kenapa,tiba2 Jemah mcm " takpelah Maria, aku tau la kau kerlaassss... " ok tak.. Jemah cakap, " takpelah M, i tahu i siapa..i tak layak nk berkawan dgn orang pandai mcm u "...sentap kan.tiba2 isu pandai tak pandai pulak..yang si Maria ni pon dah terkedu lah,eh kenapa tacing smpai begini skali...

sekarang ni kau yg dekat tengah2 ni rasa apa? ikutkan hati nak je pergi ckp kat Jemah "oi J kau kemain nak sentapz..lek ahhh!" haha ok kasar kan..haih ikut hati nak je gitau Jemah..tapi sebab aku kenal Jemah mcm mana,aku tau kalau aku pergi cakap nanti dengan aku2 sekali dia tacing..jadi aku pon pergi cakap kat Maria, "M u know what, J tu mmg pelik sikit..i tau u terasa dgn dia tapi, i harap u tak lah marah ke apa dgn dia. later on i rasa dia akan okay dgn u..u sbar je k?" and luckily M ni paham and accept it :)



tapi aku taktau betul ke tak ape aku buat ni.kalau Jemah tau nnti mesti dia macam "yerlah kau sekarang nak dgn M je kan....aku ni siapaaaaa" ah sudah..aku pulak nanti yg kena..tapi nak buat macam mana,kalau aku cakap pon si Jemah mesti tanak dgr punyaaaaa..tapi deep down inside aku rasa tak sedap lah bila benda jadi macam ni.

bukan senang nak bagi orang paham kita. mentaliti orang lain-lain. interpretation pon jadi lain, ye dok? *sigh*














dah lama tak post panjang2 gini hahahaha

luahan isi hati wawawa

ironinya bila kita sudah berjanji utk tidak berubah, walau apa yang akan terjadi.

i miss having you as a friend. i miss your weirdness. i miss your kindness. the most important thing is, i really miss you.

i pray that things will get better between us. amin.

p/s: lately kawan-kawan asyik touching je dengan saya. am i turning into a bad girl? :(

thoughts of faces

last weekend i went to Singapore. it was a bliss weekend. eventhough i hurt my leg by walking too much while carrying a heavy load, but i really enjoyed the trip. its the stress that i less interested in. lol. and yes.i think singapore is just too packed on weekend. they also sneeze and cough a lot, so don't blame me if i bring back a bit of virus with me. :-O

i did take pictures a lot during those 3 days..and i realized that, i realllly love to take pictures of people faces. especially random poses. because, a picture tells a thousand stories. example ;

see how many faces in here? i like this random kind of pictures coz it captures a lot of expression. and for me, each expression tells a different story.and for sure, each have their own thoughts in their mind.

ever wondered, at this hour, at this very second while u are reading this, what are the millions of people on the other side of the world doing? and in each blink of your eyes, what event has happen in the whole universe? yeah, i have this kind of thoughts in my mind. sometimes while i am having a good time, my mind stops for awhile n think of the less fortunate out there who can't have the same fun like me :( thinking this way actually help me to love my life a lot more, and thank Allah for His blessings. Alhamdulillah, for i still have a roof over my head for me to shelter on. Alhamdulillah for many things that i have in life. :)












p/s: i sometimes wonder what you think of me. coz i'm still thinking of you as a friend. i really miss you my friend. i hope ur doing fine, wherever you are. 

wordless wednesday #4

just a thought.

while walking alone in the streets, taking pictures of random things, my heart secretly wanted you to be with me..my mind is picturing ourselves taking pictures together, and sometimes, you took my picture quietly :) we laughed, and my ears are filled with the joy of your voice. and at that moment, my lips instantly smile :)

just by thinking of you could make me feel so happy :)

wordless wednesday #3

rinduuuuu

rindu nak karaoke la. jangan la perasan aku rindu boyfren kau, tak hingin pon dekat dia. booo! :p

lagu ni dutujukan kepada bakal suami. yang pasti dia bukan boyfriend kau tu. oppss. #justsaying

terima kasih buat yang membenci

terima kasih sebab ingatkan yg aku ni cuma manusia biasa
terima kasih sebab sedarkan yang aku juga ada salah
terima kasih sebab rasa aku ni ancaman hebat buat kau
terima kasih sebab bagitau kawan-kawan yang kau benci aku
terima kasih buat diorang benci aku jugak
terima kasih bagi aku kesedaran yg aku ni tak sehebat kau
malah aku tak hebat langsung

terima kasih sebab tanam rasa benci tu, sebab aku, kau, kita semua, manusia biasa je.bila ade benci, mesti ada sayangnya juga, kan?

takpelah hari ni kau bagi aku benci. harap-harap esok lusa tulat orang lain bagi aku sayang pula.

wordless wednesday #2

That sad moment when you can feel you and your best friend slowly drifting apart.

i've been through this moment quite a few times, sometimes i'm even afraid to be with a new friend coz i'm afraid it'll happen again.

its just so sad that,the one that u think would be with you till forever is suddenly changing into this whole new person and somehow,it feels like you've never know her/him..no more late night talking, no more texting, no more pillow talk moment,no more us.

i hate losing a friend,in whatever way..i just think all friends should be forever..but i think because i'm too afraid of losing,i sometimes tend to neglect the one who has always been there for me.in the end,i always felt like this loser who has nobody besides her..

i have a lot to share with people,sometimes i feel like its a burden to carry all this by myself.but i can't find the person who can make me open up.who can somehow let me blurb whatever i want without me feeling like a silly person..im sorry to my friends who have always been there for me but i seems to feel this way..i'm just not really me.i've lost myself somewhere..and i really hope my real self would come back soon.

and now the question is,is it really my best friend who is drifting away,or is it me?