3 years

3 years in Unikop,
i build some awesome friendship

3 years in Egypt,
i have a new family :)

3 years already,
been having my raya without my mama :')

3 years of a single life,
n still holding on.

3 more years in Egypt,
until i can become a doctor.

insyaAllah.











18 days left to departure. haven't had enough of Malaysia yet :-S

24th birthday wishlist.

and it goes like this........... 


take me by the tongue and i'll know you, kiss me till you're drunk and i'll show you~~~ 


hahahahaha ok ok here it goessssss :) 


1)

samsung galaxy s III pretty please :3

2)

laptop bawuuuuu~

3)

^^

4)

5)

6)

7) 

8) 

teringin patchi chocolates :3

9)

always~

10) 

to have my bestfriend back. to have you back. i miss you :(

dan sejujurnya, yang ke sepuluh itu yang paling aku mahu. :'(

take the chance, spread the love :D

imagine to stand in the crouching hot sun in the middle of the day, and have to shout to attract people's attention, in the fasting month. imagine having ur throat all dried up, even your tongue is dry, and you cannot drink until another 6++ hours. imagine having people to look at you weirdly, people just pass you by like you are not there, having people to stare at you like you're a mad person. yeah you can just imagine, but i've done that. yes, all for charity. :)

yesterday, i had the opportunity to join the street fund raising event by CHANCE! 2012..what we did was we were placed in a few different places around KL ( masjid jamek, sogo, klcc, pavillion, kl central just to name a few) to collect some fund for the unfortunate - main focus is to help the homeless people around KL..alhamdulillah, the amount that all of us has collect was beyond expectations. :D:D

i've never done such things before, and this is such a new experience for me. it was fun. it was tiring. it was something. ^^ one thing i will always remember now, is not to ignore those people who are doing the fund raising thing. its not an easy task. the least we can do is to smile. you don't know how much a smile can worth to people like them.

overall i had fun! more charity event please!! hehe \^^/

i just knew that...

i haven't done my reading in such a loonng time, either leisure reading, or even more my studies. heh. seeing a friend of mine bought a book for him has driven me to bought myself something too.

and, i came across a book called,

" Oh, I thought I was the only one" by Kopi Soh.

i read the first 3 pages and i felt a pang on my cheek. i got slapped, hard. this book is like describing my life man! who are you, are you stalking me? but then yeah, hello, read the title again please. so i reaaalllyyy thought i was the only one. haha.

im not going to give you a full review of the book, since i've only read half of it, but still eager to write this post yes, anyhooooo i just wanted to share you what i've experienced after reading only half of the book: 

1) yes, you are not alone. although you feel like the universe will never understand how you feels, no one can feel as bad as you are right now, blablabla, no, you are not alone. you share the same problem with half of the world. so stop thinking that you have been isolated in this world.

2) i just realized that, i have personality disorder. thanks to this book, yes, remember the pang i felt on my cheek, yeah the pang told me that i have personality disorder. well i've always thought i am in this one kind of depression phase but i never thought that it's actually a disorder. hahahahahaha ok thanks bye.

so yeah, though i haven't finish reading the whole thing yet, i definitely have fall in love with this book :) 

at the end of the book, written:

" writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia -E.L Doctorow"


see? now i'm a schizophrenic. LOL



















p/s: its been awhile since we last talked. since i last look at you in the eyes. i used to be so mad at you. now i'm not so sure anymore. one thing for sure, IMY.

wordless wednesday #13