literally saying it

if there is this private mailbox to write to someone's heart, i'll write a full 3 pages letter to you..in those letter written how i felt about you..and how everyday you affect my life even without u knowing..if only those letters wud be sent,straight to your heart..and without even literally reading it,u'll understand how i feel..

because sometimes i find it hard to say the right thing..

p/s: video ni budak2 ni lah post kat facebook.kan dah tersuka..hee..

pemadam dan liquid paper

dah tiga kali exam rasanya..aku tolong kawan-kawan yang terlupa bawak pemadam.. :) lepas tu seorang kawan tu pon bertanya.. " kak faz ni mintak je mesti ada..berapa banyak pemadam kak faz ada eh? "  haha..jujur,aku pon taktahu berapa jumlah semuanya..so,lepas soalan tu diajukan,aku pon selongkar lah pencil case..nah,3 pemadam..

PBL..PBL...kadang2 ada laptop pon,ade printer pon,still rasa macam nak tulis ajer PBL kita tu..bukan apa,kalau guna word ni leceh pula nak kena guna format2 segala..nak kena susun cantik2 supaya senang baca n org senang faham..tapi kadang2 word tu,time kita nak align semua ke kiri,ade lah satu dua baris yang degil..daaahh tak cantik..tu yang kadang2,ade yg prefer tulis je sendri..lagi2 kalau handout PBL tu berbentuk mind map kan..pastu kalau dah handout tu mestilah tanak comot2..nasib baik ada liquid paper..kesian housemate aku sorang ni..selalu kene datang bilik aku semata-mata nak pinjam liquid..memandangkan aku ada dua liquid,so aku pon bagilah satu dekat dia :) semalam..aku bukak laci...jumpa lagi satu liquid..ya allah,aku ade tiga rupa-rupanya liquid..taktahu pula..haha.. ;p


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tiga liquid paper, tiga pemadam..kalau lah aku boleh guna semua tu,utk padam all those bad memories..utk padam nama kau dalam hati ni..kalau sampai habis pemadam tu jadi habuk sekalipon...kalau sampai kering liquid paper tu pon....belum tentu dapat padam..belum tentu boleh hilang..its not that easy for me..mungkin bukan sebab tu je,mungkin jugak sebab,aku taknak pon dia hilang..there's still part of me that still wants you to be a part of my life..mungkin aku taknak kau hilang,kau pergi,kau tak ada..tapi aku cuma nak sakit yang kau buat tu pergi..

kalau lah semudah tu boleh padamkan ia..aku tak kisah..aku biarkan kau buat lagi..sebab aku boleh je padam lagi..tapi kau tahu,aku pon tahu..itu mustahil..dan sakit yang aku tanggung ni,pedih yang aku rasa,sedih yang aku timba,semua tu akan tetap ada..kau tahu ke? kau peduli ke? >.<






p/s: random okay. :)

superheroes!

ever wondered what kind of superheroes u would be if u were one? some might choose to be superman, with the ability to fly to help those in needs..some prefer to fight in groups like ninja turtles.some might need a sidekick like batman and robin..n others want to be heroes to the one that they love like spiderman is. :) if i am a superhero, i wanted to be like ninja turtles just because i think they're so friggin cute! :p  * i like the yellow oneeeee :D:D*

now,how about having a superpower? haha..im sure we had some thoughts about it in our mind..but of coz we know,its impossible to have one..but berangan is one thing u know ;p i've always always ALWAYSSS dream of having the one that this PIPER in charmed have! the ability to freeze people and time! haha! omg.u wouldn't imagine what i would do with those thing okay..i might do something as crazy as the " falling in love at a coffee shop - landon pigg " video clip (go youtube it please ;p) or EVEN CRAZIERRRRR!! hihihihi...ouh and prue,the big sister,can move things just by swaying her hands..okay those i wanted during my lazy days..ability to see future? scary to see at most of the times but i admit that there are times that i wanted to know what would happen next.heh..

oh and of course,one thing that i hope it existed.PINTU SUKA HATI from doraemon! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..imagine how easy things would be if i have that door with me..the ability to go anywhere u have in mind,at anytime u wanted to..all u have to do is think hard enough about where u wanted to be and open the door and WALLA,UR THERE!!!! sumpah jimat duit dow.takyah beli tiket plane blk july ni.balik skrg pon saye boleh ok kawan2 >.<

but of course,all of this are pure imagination..something that we want to ease our life and we wish we had but will never have..we are human beings,created in this earth to live the ease and the hard ones too..not just the ease one..but sure fun to imagined ourselves being a suerhero saving lives..LOL..just dont imagine pople wearing red underwear outside a bright blue suit going to fly by ur window tonight lah kan.HAHA okay scary.mlm ni tutup tingkap >.<

p/s: i know i'm invisible..that's why you keep ignoring me. :) no hard feeling taken. :)