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gile jgak ari2 aku update blog..haha..

im getting fat..i mean,i know im already fat,tpi da bgande2 da gemok ni..eventhough the scale mnunjukkan yg i lose 1kg,but the truth is the fat percentage in the body is increasing...

smlm lunch kfc..arini lunch mcd..stiap ari dessert coklat (my bro just come bck from lgkawi)..n tmrw,heading back to tganu..musim sotong..hwaaaa makan lagi!!!!

maka gemok la aku..xyah tgu gi mesir,bdn aku da size org arab da..cmner? hahahaha!

jealous tgk org ade pakwe..buat ptame kali nye aku rase single tuh bosan..smlm da ckp kt lily,aku nk carik pakwe kt msia..xnk pakwe msia yg dok mesir..sbb aku xnk tgk muke bf aku ari2..nti aku bosan..hahahahahahahah ;p

da lah..tmrw im goin to kuantan n stay there for one night...thursday im heading to tganu...tganu here i comeeee!!!!!!!!!! rindu weh kg aku..hee..update u later..daaa~~

6 months

ahh..yess..finally im writing on this topic..

it started on one night in UKM..we hav our classes,n as usual,after class,we're heading outside to donate our blood to the hungry mosquitoes that has been craving for more n more n moreeeee blood each n everyday..ehe..i was sooooooooooo starving,but the cafe was closed alredy..damn..kt unikop dlu 2 pagi pon mek bkak lgi :(..so i went to the kdai kecik kt tepi tu n bought milo n dorayaki..after that,i head to the usual place..

i saw my fren,who's crying while talking through her phone..my other fren is hugging her,trying to comfort her,but the gal is actually has a bit of smile on the face..hrm..i sat down..n let her finish on the phone 1st..and yes,as i had expected,she had just broke up with her bf..i just knew it from the look on the face..yeah,i had dat face on me 6 times..the bf is cheating on her,been giving hints all d time but she didn't get it,until she sings a song to him dat finally made him realize dat he shud hav told her the truth..[ baru nk sedar ke..*sigh* ] u know wat,i recognize her situation so damn clearly..n somehow,she is sad,but not entirely breaking down if u really know wat i mean..well,i told her dat,deep inside she was actually had been expecting this to happen..she agrees ;)

n then we talk about our past rltionship with ex bf,blablabla,ngumpat2 sket..ehee..pastu cm,terbukak satu topik..i told her dat from my experience,my longest relationship was only 6 months..n it went hawali(lebih kurang) mcm ni:

1st month - bunge2 cinte
2nd month - da mule nk gadow
3rd month - asik x puas ati dan mcm2 lgi
4th month - da oke balik
5th month - pkataan paling kurang aja tu da stat kua.. B O S A N
6th month - they call it off..boo hoo..

haihh..cmni la..pastu,ade one guy ni,cam gile stuju with my own theory tu..haha..well it varies on every person,but 4 me,its like that..ehe..pastu cm dtg one brilliant idea,utk mase dpn yg cerah..selain drp xyah kapel kawen trus,satu gi cara terbaekk ialah,dissapeared on the 6th month! haha! kire cm,tetibe ilang on the 6 month..u must b missing 4 d whole month to apply dis method..after one month,u come back! n now,in the record u r 7 months with him already..so if he wants to call it off pun,u've reached a new record! yeayy! hahah! giler dow..but,tempting gk..nk try? ;p neways,it's just a talk though..to cheer my fren up.ouh n yeah utk yg bkenaan,dun wory im not revealing any names here ;)

i pity my fren,but i assure u gal,u'll find much better person..he doesn't deserve to have u..to all d people out there,honesty is d best policy..god,i don't how many times i've written things on the honesty thingy..sbb ssseriously i do think it is important in relationship..not just the boy-gal r/ship but it applies on friends too..sbg contoh:

" if u don't want to go out with me,then just say so..plis stop giving excuses yg sbenanye x btol pon..im not asking u out on a date pon,just to keep the relationship alive..n pliss,i dun only invite u..i do this to ALL of my friends n not only u..if u think dat u r soo special to me,well baby,u hav to rmmbr dat we're just friends now..i treat my friends exactly d same k..pliz stop confusing me.. "

hee..dialog di atas applies to,erm,sesape jelah..kalo anda trase,mungkin anda lah tuh ;)..bukn utk breaking the relationship ke ape,tpi im straightening things up..coz i already hav so many things in my mind to b settled n i dun need any unnecessary confusing rlationship especially with my dear friends..did i get that clear? ;)

arinih mmg ari bebelan sedunia..panjang btol blog nih..hahaha..k lah,having my dinner..daa~~

hanya bebelan

arini ari sabtu! haha! (padahal da msk ahad da ;p)

actually i wanted to write on a topic..tpi cm xde feel lgi..feel x kuat la..nti la eyh..hee..arini aku da uat satu keje bfaedah : KEMAS BILIK! hee..tak mcm ade la org tuh kn,dia ckp,sawang kt bilik tuh,seni..haihh..sape la org tuh..pastu...dia kate lagi,karpet uma dia time kt mesir dlu wane coklat tompok2 itam..so kalo kotor pon org mmg x prasan la..siap pesan kt dak2 laki: "kite kne pndai plih karpet..jgn beli yg nipis2,ti dia cpt rosak.." hee..sape lagi..cube ko teke sape babal? ;p

smbil2 kemas tuh,trigt mlm GMN tuh..bkn igt ape..igt syuk nynyi utk psembahan pnutup..wanna knw why? sbb he sings a song,which he dedicated to his mom..auu...n bile mmbayangkan lagu tu ditujukn kt mak dia,serius rase sedeyh gile..even when all d people r actually screaming happily,i was actually starting to cry..but i wipe the tears away cpt2..ehee..ego lah :P dia nyanyi lagu "DEAR GOD - AVENGED SEVENFOLD"..best weyh..

dear God,the only thing i asked of u,is to hold her when im not around,when im much too far away.

mama...i miss u..


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weh aku ta paham..u don't even know me,tetibe ko ckp:

" fuzz,i tgk u ni cpt sgt pcaye kt org..u ni cpt cair dgn kate2 org..kite sbg pompuan blablabla.."

WTF la kan..

camni la wey,u don't even know me..org yg da knal aku 3-4 thn pon lom tntu leyh knal aku btol2..korg bleyh nmpk aku cm mlyn je,hepy all d way,tpi u guys will never know ape yg aku rase senanye..so stop judging me.FULLSTOP.

update!

faas arabi ammiyah,,,KHALAS!!! ;)

ouh sgt sukew! hee..akhirnye berjaye mngupdate blog..hahaha..lately mcm malas2 jer..arini nk cite psl dinner GMN last wednesday..kire cam farewell dinner la..padahal japgi 6thn tgk muke dorg sume..kikiki..

neway dinner was held at dewan seroja (yeke..haha) kt presint 14 kot..adoy..haha..ntah la..yg pnting kt pjaya arr..hik2..the event was grand! best gileeeeee......kire,bebaloi la korg btungkus lumus..syabas2..have fun cuci2 mate,hee,and taking pictures! :D dpt gmbr ustad ensem..ahaaa..x serik aku nih..padahal siket lagi aku rase kantoi lah blog nih..ngahahahaha..bia2..ustad,ang ensem! HAHAHAH! ;p

tuto 1 - blakon iklan
tuto 2 - dikir barat...BEST GILER awi-awi giddan-giddan!!! :D
tuto 3 - x igt r,yg belakon lagu kantoi tu ke ek..
tuto 4 - thanni...thanni..hahaha
tuto 5 - choral speaking ke ek? ( x igt antare tuto 3 ngn 5 nye pfomance..huhu)
tuto 6 - choir..sirul suare sdap! :D
tuto 7 - tarian industan! ni pon best awi-awi giddan-giddan!! pikal,nk sign! ;p

ni cek nk habaq..yg tuto 1 nye slide tu,ktorg uat ala2 gmpak r gak en..hehe..ktorg (me n fatin) ajar dak laki,menari lagu nobody-wonder girls! ouh sgt comel! thanxx CM, Afizudin, Cine & Khalil sbb sporting gilerrrrrrr...........!! ouh Acap juge,cume acap xjdi msuk vid laz minit ats sbb2 ttentu..hik2..

nk tgk ke vid?? hee..tpi ni versi training la.. :D ade dua vid training,tpi yg ni nmpk sket muke sume..yg lagi satu tu muke khalil x nmpk sgt..huhu..from left: Afizudin, CM, Khalil (blkg) n Cine..bminat?? sile tinggalkn no fon anda yeh..hahaha ;p

ouh kitorg dak2 batch 4 GMN ade website sndri uh! ala2 facebook,tpi utk batch ktorg jela..heee..menarek! ;p dis is d web:

gmn-egyptstudentcouncil4.ning.com

its 4 in d morning n i still can't sleep..ahad ni MAYBE gi ipoh jap..balik ari..jumpe my kazen sambil jln2 cuci mate..hee..mnarek kn? ouh my new image is working out great..mndpt sokongan hbat..yeehhaaa...suke2! ;p

da nantok..video nih lmbab btol upload..huhuh..esok klo rajen i'll blog again keyhh...haha..daaa~~

abah!

abah best gile..i didn't have to open my mouth pown tetibe dia bagi one brilliant idea:

" start next month bile awk da abes kusus bhs arab tuh,abah sruh aslan bwk kete dia..bia atos tu awk yg pkai..bagi can... "

hahaha! best kn? abah terbaekkkk ;)

went to pavi yesterday ngn unikopians..ngeee..lawak2..besh! ade pameran BMW kt dpan tuh,igt nk bwk blk bgi abah satu,tapi dia suh byr dulu..ahaa..tadew duit la abah..tapew,na bawak blk gmbr dia ;p

ouh geram giler suar kat forever 21 tuh xde saiz!! -_-"

btw abah..i know u've been going through a lot since mama's gone..i seriously understand how u feels..tapi abah cool je kan? abah mmg cool,dari dulu lagi..suke dgr bile abah men blasah je sbut name bnda..padahal jauhh gileee..contohnye nme pelakon tu bedah tapi aba sukati je ckp senah..hehehehehehehe ;p

btw,HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! LOVE YOU ABAH!! ;)

pictures in Bali ;)

rangga tagged me!

adeh..apelah rangga..npe ko tag aku..aku bkn xnk,tpi nti soalan laz msti dia suh aku tag org len...aku mne de kwn2 bloggers yg len..ngaaaa..... ;p

sabtu nih nk tgk wyg..x sabar gileeeee......

1. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri??
milo + super ring ;p

2. apakah bende paling penting dlm hidup kamu?
haa..errr..henfon la kot...

3. Dimanakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu??
kat umah la ;p

4. Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?
rekod hanye 6 bulan..terer kn? ;p

5. Adakah anda sedang dilamun cinta??
tidak

6. Dimanakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam??
kafe kolej ibrahim yaakob..

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
kamus bhs arab utk kanak2..serius.. ;p

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu??
nur fazlina binti ismail

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan ayah atau mak??
mama..but since she's gone,abah la ;)

10. Namakan seseorang yang ingin kamu jumpa dalam hidup kamu buat pertama kalinya??
justin timberlake..nk pelok dia..ngeee..

11. Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu.
sab, cikin, lily, rangga, enol, nizam, mei, ikwan ( abg aku kire shbt gk kn ;p)

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian sendiri??
aah sndiri..tpi pkai washing machine laa..heeeeeeee

13. Tempat yang paling seronok yang kamu mahu pergi?
new zealand weh

14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu..
saye di tag oleh BABAL..haha ;p
1. gedik
2. gatal haha
3. baik la :)
4. suke tlg org
5. suke mngarut..tapi ngarut2 dia berbakat r gk ;)

15. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai??

- mini cooper
- wan ellyas ;p
- ingin memiliki DSLR
- ustad ensem..hahahahahha ;p
- errr..ape ek..aiskrim!!
- lagu the climb-miley cirus
- tgk wyg..dulu saloo uat..smnjk da single nih,xde sgt..huk2
- fashion..skang usha style owg pkai selendang ;p

16. Pelukan atau ciuman??
both :D ( tamak kn ;p )

17. 8 perkataan yang sering diucapkan??

- uyeehhh (deep pnye pngaruh)
- la'a ( sambil mggayekn ia dgn jari diikuti bunyik mcm cicak..heee)
- khalas..haha ( kes bosan dlm kelas ;p )
- wehh
- syiall
- gile
- ngeeeeee
- eerrr...aaaa....eemmm...


18. 8 buah buku yang paling baru di baca??-
- kitabul thani
- kitabul wahid
- diary of a young girl -anne frank
- pergh tah la..da lme x mmbace :P

19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali??
- the climb - miley cirus
- kiss me through the phone - souljah boy
- halo - beyonce
- i want to spend my lifetime loving you - tina arena
- estrella's
- i dont wanna close my eyes - aerosmith
- setelah - A.C.A.B..layan weyh..bleyh nanges..huhuhu
- you - ten2five

20. Mari men'TAG' 8 orang lain...
- PANPAN
- meimei
- rangga.boleh? haha..
- mushi..hahah sukati aku jer ;p
- syeda ;p
- bloggers2 yg mmbace ini!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;)

secret

ok.i know..i am a secretive person..i dunno whether its a good thing,or a bad thing..but,that's me..
i've been keeping a secret from people..dah x macam secret da pon actually coz quite a lot of people already know about this..still la,im not really being honest and im not telling it from my own mouth..

ok..i have been single,for almost three weeks la jgk..since 23rd may aritu..ahaa.. yes..enol left me.tpi sbb dia,,tah la..bak kate kwn2,itu ayat org nk mintk break jer..ehee.. "not ready of any comitment"..cliche,i know..tapi itulah..hee..da mls nk ckp..i've been giving people chances but they keep turning me down..ta paham la..padahal dlu,aku bkn ske sgt pon kt enol,,i mean mase awl2 dlu..after he told me that he loves me,then i started to learn to create that feeling towards him too..oke jek..btol la org ckp kot,pmpuan lgi sng nk jth cinta.heh..pape jela..n skang ni,i dun think i can love anyone like i loved smone b4..once again kpercayaan tu da ilang..it tooks me 2years dlu utk recover balik,kali ni xtau la lme ke skjp ke..nak ayt lagi cliche x dari aku? aku serah kt jodoh je...hahahahaha..

tpi,enol n i r still frens la,mcm biase..n smtimes i think i rely on him too much..mayb i shud back off a bit eh? but then i need smone to replace him la! ;p bkn tadew dow..tapi da jadik segan nk memulakan bicara..wawawawa ;p ouh plus,knalan baru skang ni mostly adik2 jer..same2 kursus bhs arb..huk2..

now,i secretly miss smone..ehe..tah la..lately asik trigt kt dia jer...mayb dis is wat people called KARMA..pdn la muke aku..heh..i juz dunno wat to do,when u miss smone but there's nothing u can do about it..i want him back in my life,i want him to be my fren like how we used to be..but i know,no matter what happened,we will never b the same again..sedey siot..ish bodoh la aku ni.. :(

i miss my old bestfrens too..aku ta paham la knp gf ko kne kongkong idop ko smpai cmni skali..aku nk gi mesir pon ko xnk lepak ngn aku 4 d laz time ke? :(

i feel lost..

ouh btw, i wud like to take this opportunity to thank all of the people who hav been helping me n my family during arwah's funeral dat day..jaja n faha (kwn ikwan) da tlg mcm byk gileeeee...infinity tenkiu oke..n to all the aunties n uncles,i can't mention every name cuz there's juz too many people dat hav been helping my family dat day..thanx all..n to all my frens yg da bgi support,especially cikien who has been there with me all the way even until now..tenkiu infinity weh..sayang gler kt ko..muah3!! yg x sebut nme tu pon,aku appreciate gile jasa korg..siyes aku x tpu..smhow i felt so happy knowing dat i stll hav many friends who cares 4 me A LOT... ;)

i secretly wish dat he wud be reading this..eventho i know dat,he doesn't online dat much..

till then..tata~

al-fatihah

AL-FATIHAH

buat mama ku tersayang, FARIDAH BINTI ABDULLAH..the superb mum n bestfriends!

born on 12th february 1952 in penang,and past away on 9th june 2009 bcoz of lung n blood infection..

there's juz too many things about her to tell..in summary,she is the best mum in the world..no one can ever replace her place..very pretty n genius she is..somehow,we share many same traits..n fot that,i promise to stdy well n be a doctor,n make her the proudest mum of all... ;)

i love you forever,i'll never stop to pray for your happiness up there in heaven insyaallah..amin... ;)