a story to tell

sometimes we have to make some mistakes in order to know that it is one...and you know what mistakes is often called? experience.

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hoh,pengalaman tiada dapur utk memasak adelah sangat meng-tensi-kan okay..nak panaskan apa2 pon susah,kalau lapa mmg kena keluar makan..pastu kalo kuar mkn tu,skali kua mmg berejam jugak la kn kuar..rasa mcm mmbazir masa pon ade gk,tktau la knp.ok btw,nak cerita..sepanjang masa dapur takde tu,maka setiap malam lah kami keluar mncari makanan..duit pon keluar keluar keluaaarrr jelah manjang..! ;p tempat2 yang sering dituju untuk makan,kedai makanan melayu jelah..mmg takde selera sangat nak mkn arab time tu.agaknya masing2 pon rindu malaysia lagi en,so sume selera nak nasiiikk jer..jadi,kalau tak rumas,ocean..kdg2 barakah.ahh tiga tempat ni antara yg salu la kitorg gerak en.abg2 kedai tu pon dah bosan kot tgk muka kitorg.haha okay tkkan bosan punya,punca rezeki dorang pulak kaaannn ;p

ni dia,ice susu pandan, mango ice (mango blended takde,blender rosak -_-) and bandung ice..hwaa..cun en? traffic light lah konon2nya..hahah!! lokasi kejadian - Ocean.dekat sini lah kejadian itu bermula..jeng3!!! :p

satu hari tu,kitorang pergi lah ocean..kat sini kalau nk order mknn,amik ketas and pen yg sedia ada atas meja tu,and tulis order apa nak,pastu pergi dapur or kaunter bgi kt abg tu kertas order tadi..mcm half self-service la kot?? haha..taktau nk ckp cmne..erm tpi camtu la..haha! ya allah aku merepek ape ni.okey lepas tu,memandangkan makanan tersebut bakal siap dalam masa 30 minit (paling awal okay),so selalu la kertas dan pen2 atas meja tu jadi macam mangsa contengan pelajar2 yg berkunjung..hahaha.. ;p

disebabkan aku antara penconteng tegar...ehem..maka tangan aku ni lebih cenderung untuk menggodeh2 dan bleh plak aritu gatal tangan pegi bukak pen tu...

okey ni bukan pen kejadian..tapi,pen tu rupa mcm ni la..yg bontot belakang pen tu boleh dibuka..aku taktau knp tangan aku gatal sgt bukak..n u know what,just like a kid finds a pearl inside an oyster.....

i found a piece of paper written" I abondened my dream to obey my father wishes for me to take medic. what value is my life now? "..so wow right..it was a shocking discovery.ceh mula la nak exaggerate kan.hahaha! okay tapi,tak ke mcm a suicidal note? i quickly passed it to frens around d table,mcm excited gila dgn ape yg dijumpai itu..heee..someone left it inside to be found..kesian dia,mesti dia pendam je perasaan dia selama ni..aww..i dunno what i shoud say to this person exactly..cuma satu,remember that this is your future.you are going to live with this decision until the rest of your life.plus, YOU ARE THE CHOSEN ONE.ingat semua orang boleh amik medic ke? kite semua tahu parents buat apa pon semua untuk kebaikan kita,tapi macam kalau hati tu takda kat medic pon ssh jgk rite? u should deeply discussed it with ur father...or maybe patut istiqamah diri..or belajar mencintai dunia medic ni..mana la tau kan...huhu..lagipon,byk ape cerita yg kita dgr,macam ni:

" dulu doktor tu,masa dia belajar dulu..dia paling tak suka anatomy!! tau2 sekarang,jadi doktor bahagian anatomy dah dia :D "

" aku benci doh pharmaco....."

.... and a few years later he's a pharmaco expert.

so sometimes mungkin kita kena mencuba.cuba untuk tahu benda tu sesuai atau tak dengan kita.betul atau tak..IN CERTAIN SITUATION je okay bleh apply ni,contoh mcm study ni lah.and by mencuba,means u have to try like REALLY HARD...bukan macam sambil lewa jer..orang kata,belajar mencintai..hik3.

okay post ni konfem berterabur sbb tgh mngantuk and dia ade dekat draft for i-dunno-how-long dah so ayat jadi macam tunggang terbalik.takpe.janji aku update ye dok? hahaha.btw people,good luck on ur exams sapa yg ade exam tu..! and wish me luck also..7th november is the date. :) cuak. >.<

p/s: i know he would not feel the same way as i do towards him,but,this syok sendiri thingy is kinda makes me happy.and for some reason i want this to stay. :D *pathetic kasihan kan? haha.whatever*

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lub dup lub dup,is the sound of heartbeat...ouh ouh.im in looovveee!!! <3

eh actually not me.hehehe..just saw someone among my friends who has recently found his new love..congratulationnsss!!~ :D ouh wow,i can't remember when was d last time i had fallen so deeply in love..i forgot how it feels already..even looking at too many love symbols would gives me migrain.haha..tak logic en...but yeah dat's d truth.its like im sick of falling in love again..haish.tapi takleh nak ckp jugak kn kjap lagi dah jumpe bercinta tak hengattt hahahaha..but,for now,i dun feel like liking or loving someone in like a relationship thingy..sayang2 semua boleh la.hahahaha..walaupooonnnnn *jeng3* haha of coz la i do have someone that i would love to see everyday eventhough seeing him will be like 2 seconds,seeing his smile would make me smile for the whooollee day :):) tapi for now mereka semua hanyelah sebagai sumber inspirasi.................

MEREKA SEMUA OKAY HA AMIK KAU LEBIH SORANG LAGI HAHAHAHA..okay faz jangan tamak.tapi ni tak dikira tamak la since none of them are actually officially mine and i dun even think they KNOW that i have a crush on them.oh wait.i HOPE they don't know. >.< okay dah merepek..

kepada pembaca di luar sana sila jangan paranoid dengan saya,im not a psycho...im a normal human being hihihihi..im just keeping my options open sementara boleh ni ngeh3. ;p

okay sepatutnya nak post about smthing dat i think its cool but then,maybe next post okay.sekarang dah case 4 and i am still terhegeh2 nak buat notes case 2..case 1 pon skip2 hahaha amik kau ape nak jadi ni pastu sempat tulis blog plak grrrr okaayyy dah dah c u laterrrrrr ^__________^

finally yeay!

yeay rumah baru dah 90% complete :) tapi macam pathethic jugak la since kitoragn dah beli dapur baru - tapi takleh masak sebab takde gas. kitorang dah beli washing machine- tapi takleh guna sebab paip air tu takleh nak sambung lagi..okey skarang yang lebih pathetic bila kitorang dah pasang internet-tiba2 facebook buat hal.ahh yess.terima kasih kerana menyempurnakan ketidaklengkapan kami.errr.. -_-

sem 3 setakat ni,okay la..tapi case 1 yang terlepas tu macam tak abis2 lagi baca sebab anatomy dia macam,banyak gilaaaa! btw mid sem sudah hampir.takboleh nak melagho sgt..huhuh.. T_T

so basically,life is fine over here.setakat ni belom lagi merindui kampung halaman...takde homesick2 lagi ( baru 2 minggu boleh la cerita kan,hahaha )...takde gosip2 liar yang berkeliaran...mansoura masih aman ketika ini hahahahha..ouh tapi banyak barang naik harga okay.sungguh kecewa.sobs2..k la,i'll update later.jangan risau internet dah ada and hopefully akan selalu ada hahahha okay bye

quick update

im back in egypt already!! internet masih belum ada,ni on9 pakai broadband farah.terima kasih farah,jasamu ku kenang.haha.sekarang tgh save semua benda yg dijumpai mengenai histology of airways.ah yes.balik2 je terus pergi kelas okay...smpai mansoura lebih kurang pkul 10 mlm 3 october waktu egypt...esoknya klas pukul 8...dan,rumah masih tunggang langgang bukan sahaje dengan beg yang masih belum di un-pack,tetapi dengan barang2 hasil pindahan sem lepas yang masih belum dikemas.fuhh.

btw tadi dah beli fridge dan dapur baru.weeeeeee~~~ gembira hahaha okay bye nak tido mata dah penat sangat bekerja harini.huhu.

ouh one more thing,jadual baru memberikan saya cuti 2 hari seminggu.saya gembira. :D

banyak sangat perasaan

lagu ni macam tolong summarisekan la perasaan aku.plus rase nervous2 nak start kelas and perasaan sedih tapi gembira dah nak balik Egypt..hish.memang byk kan. >.<

percaya tak lately asyik tengok video ni sebelum tido? jeng jeng jeng.ntah la,i don't understand why.

tapi video ni style en? suka gambar dia mcm styleee~ :D