stop

oii cik paz.stop the clumsiness already.haih.

i just spilled a soya bean drink worth rm2 SPLAT to the floor.the WHOLE bag of it..i dunno how it happens but it happened already.but the lesson for now is,don't ask me to do smthing when im doing smthing else.apekejadah la aku ckp ni.uhuk..it means,let me focus on doing only ONE thing and don't ask me to do dis n dat n dat wthout helping AT ALL.giving orders are not helping oke..mentang2 aku da taraf bibik kat uma neh..i even look like a bibik.with messy hair,baggy n worn out clothes..hoho..sangat hodoh kn? pasal tu la i single.ahax!

btw,when does dis clumsiness crap is going to endddd..?? u know bout all the cuts n bruises n burns i've gotten into few days back,yeah im still doing it.tgn dah rupe mcm mangse dera.haih.plus,i dunno how i got them bruises.tau2 tgh basuh tgn japgi,pedihh jer..i think my mind is outer space lately..my whole system is being controlled by emotions.ngee...jgn mngarot la paz,sepak kang. -_-"

and wat is it with referring myself as a 3rd person?? gile ape..gua da tahap kne jmpe shrink da neh -_-"..

oh yeah..i've confessed to smone dat im giving up on him.yeah right.im just saying it though..but i do hope i can get over him..if he doesn't want me anymore,than just let me have the heart to give it to smone new..mayb im just not good enuff for him..or,the other way round.haha.no no.im still in love with him,but i do hope by saying dat im giving up,it wud make me feels a bit distance..

well.eventually im going to leave him anyway.20 more days left people.just,20 more days..

i can say whatever i want but deep inside,only i know how i feels.right?

ouh and,mlampawkah jika aku mintak atos itu dibawa bersama ke mesir?? YES.melampaw! -_-"